Long road

School

Chapter 4 - school life

The bus stop was quite he had stood right beside me. The bus arrived and we went on single line. I felt like a child. I never took he bus to school before since I always lived in the city I was always in walking distance. Even though I completely dis-agree that we has to walk almost 25 mins to get to school!

It was a quite bus ride this time. Maybe because it was the morning and no one like mornings. I hate morning people I don't get how they are always so perky and happy in the morning. See those are the type of people I stay away from. I'm a person everyone likes and people look up to. Or so I thought. Moving out here could change me but I won't let that happen. So far people are different out here.

Sat down in class right beside him again. I waant a faan of my seat because theres a bitchy girl sitting infront of my and a know it all beside me. We all sit in groups another thing im not a fan of. 

Anyway the day moves on as a normal day and nighing really happened but the odd flirt here and there from him. I ignored it and moved on with my day.

On the bus ride home i sat beside hailey. She was a good person to talk to and rebelious in a way. I got to my stop and i got off right behind him and since i didnt know his name yet i had said as i walked off the faded black steps

"Bye, LOSER!"

"Bye loser." was his response. But it was like it had some emotion to it but, i had'nt looked to deep into that at that point.

Walking in the door of my house i ran straight up to my room. Everyone was home and I didnt want to be around him again. Knowing mom would be leaving in 2 hours and I would be left with just him. My step dad. More like step asshole from another dimension.

He had twisted weird thoughts he always thought of everything in a bad way and could never look at the good. He belived in paranormal. He was a dirty old man but he was the only father figure I've ever had. I looked uo to him. I thought he was always there to guide me in the right directions but ever since I moved in when I was nine away from my grandfather he's been rude and flash backs from the past come up to haunt me about him.

A/N: Very sexual, and vivid scence and somewhat hard for me to write so bare with me here...
If you would suggest not to read it i would skip to right after the italics end and you will be on the right track.

Flashback~ 4 years ago...

I came home and i was sick from school. I was laying down in my bed and to get some rest. I couldnt sleep i tossed and turned over and over in my top bunk under my flower covered comforter. Dave was the only one home. I had just moved in with my mom less than a year ago. Dave was the step dad i looked up to him as a father although i knew he wasnt he was the only father figure ive had i never knew my real father. Therefore i looked at him as a good father.  Anyways i decided to get up and make myself some soup i was wearing an oversized shirt and my plaid pjs. I open then can pour it into a bowl and add a little bit of water. I set it in the microwave and start on making myself a sandwich. As i pull away from the fridge and turn around I set down the meat, mustard and margrine I turn around in ths fridge to grab more but before i could i feel a hand on my hip and start to be picked up. Im lifted in the air and put down on the matress set up on the floor which my parents were using as a bed at the time. My pants are then pulled so kick that my hands had barely anytime for resistance. Everything is happening so fast im lost on whats going on and my brain is unable to respond. I finally feel a rough sensation pushing harder and harder in a spot i never wanted to be known. He was raping me. It was violent, rough it was forced. My pants were across the room and at this point im struggling to get up but it's impossible when he has one full arm putting weight down on my chest. I start yelling for him to get off but it was useless. When he was finally finished with me he knelt down to my ear and wispered:

"Dont you dare tell your mother!"

I had gotten up and grabbed my pants put them on as fast as I could. I had passed the kitchen and just went straight back to bed... I cried...I cried a silent cry for hours until I eventually fell asleep. Scarred in what had just happened i didnt know wether to say sonething or not. All I knew is if I did it would ruin everything. I finally got my mom back I dont want to loss her again.  

I headed straight up to my room as always. I didnt want to be apart of any of him and his bulls***. I did started on my homework as always what i did as soon as i got home.

In the middlebof a struggling math question theres a knock on my door.

"Yea? Come in!" i shout from my desk

The door opens and it's just Lynn. Shes always been the good one out of the three of us and looking out for us. She flops herself onto my bed and lets out a loud groan.

"What's up?" were my first words.

"Nothing just a boring day at school. Wanna play the gamecube?" waa her answer. Ws always play the gamecube together we've been playing it for years now.

"Sure why not." I never minded playing it with her she could keep up.

I alwaya had a good time when we we playign games i've become almost a pro at it.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!"  a booming voice said at the doorway we both didnt notice anyone standing thwre with our eyes glued to the screen.

"YOU HAVE CHORES TO DO! BOTH OF YOU!" of course it was him the step-idiot which none of us liked i dont know what the hell she saw in him.

We both shut off the systems and walked downstairs. He always ruined the fun considering he was the one that gave us the gamecube i just never had time anymore to play it.
Mom was gone by the time we got down there and everyones dinner dishes were in the sink which was my job if course. I started at them i was almost done when i felt a huge smack on my rear end. It wasnt an abusive smack it was a sexual smack in which i didnt like.
I dealt with stuff like this all the time because everytime i spoke up fir myself he would crush me back down in place again. I had no reaction anymore i almost ignored it but it was impossible to completely ignore it. He walked past like nothing happened.

I finished the dishes and decided to finish my homework in the livingroom and watch my Raptors game. I was a big fan especially of #7. My homework was math of course it was easy since I've already gone over it at my old school. Half time had come and i walked to the kitchen to get a snack. I was on the main floor by myself. As i opened the fridge i heard my name being called from the basement. I walk down the old grey painted basement stairs and get to the bottom at the cement floor i sit there and ask
"What?"
"Come here. Did you like that weed last night? Did you want more?" was what he had asked.

It was tempting and I've been under alot of stress lately.

"Sure i could go for some."

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A/N: thanks for reading hope you enjoy so far this chapter ended off pretty boring my apologies.