You Just Don't Exist [ Ben Drowned ]

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by DREAMER_GEEK96

by DREAMER_GEEK96

Listening ever so closely, the sound you create is just
so beautiful to my elfin ears. Is it true? You humans can feel
pain and sorrow? But, why are you always smiling brightly
when you aren't alright? Saying 'I'm fine', isn't true.. Is it?"

Please, don't cry those tears of yours. It'll ruin your perfection.
What? You ask why I am crying? I'm not crying.. But, I'm forever
smiling to hide the pain. I can't help but, find humor out of your
pain. But, I don't want to join them. They'll hurt me more than
they had before yet, your pushing the wrong buttons to try and make
everything better from past mistakes..

Can I ask you a question one last time..? Your face.. Your true face..
What kind of a face is it? I wonder... The face under the mask..
Is it your true face?

Please, stop feeling somber. It hurts to see you cry, no. Don't look
away. Don't feel ashamed for crying in front of me, all of us. Elfin,
humans, cyber ghosts. We have feelings too. But, I don't understand.
What feeling is this..? It's so.. Addictive. I don't like it yet, I just
won't let myself enjoy it. Can.. You help me understand?

Your eyes, so beautiful it hurts. I.. Love their color and, the way
the spark when you look at me. What do you see that's so..
Interesting in me? Please, tell me what you see and believe.
Tell me the truth.

The truth will hurt, are you sure you really want to know?
Fine then, the truth is

You just don't exist.