Bey POV
I Heard A Knock At My Door And Decided To Turn Down Usher Confessions. I Got Up Whipping My Face.
"Come In" I Said Clearing My Throat.
Nicki Appeared Closing The Door "You Okay?"
"Are You Serious?!"
"Calm Down , I'm Worried About You. You Haven't Gotten Out Of This Room In A Week" She Said
I Let Out A Sigh "I'm Confused, Tired, Mad, Humiliated...Sad , Distraught...I Just"
Nicki Let Out A Sigh "Bey , You Gotta Let Me Go...And There's Someone That Wants To See You"
I Looked Up Into Her Eyes "I Don't Want To See Anybody " I Said Turning Back Usher Confessions And Laying Back Down.
She Let Out A Sigh And Walked Out The Room.
"Damn , She Got You Deep In Yo Feelings " I Heard A Familiar Voice.
I Turned My Body To See Jay Standing In Front Of Me. I Sat Up And Turned Down The Volume On My Phone.
"May I?" He Asked Pointing To The Bed. I Nodded My Head Pulling My Legs To My Chest.
He Sat Down Next To Me "I Know Your Probably Feeling Guilty And Shit But Nicki Isn't Mad...Well At Least Not Anymore. You Need To Let Go"
"Why? So You Can Finally Have Your Chances With Me? And Soon Get Into My Pussy?" I Snapped
"Whoa...Nobody Ever Said All That. From Day One I Told You What I'm About. I Don't Know Where All This Attitude Coming From But I'm Not That Guy...I Think You Always Turned Me Down Because You Were Fucking Around With Nic And Because Your Afraid Of Loving Another Man"
I Let Out A Sigh "It Doesn't Matter I'm Not Dating You , I'm Not Fucking You "
He Chuckled And Looked Down "You Have To Realize We Were Both Wro-"
"No Have You Realized That Every Time I'm Somewhere Yo Thirsty Ass Pop Up? I'm Done With You! You Messed Up A Good Thing"
"No ...You ...Messed You A Good Thing" He Said Getting Up From The Bed Leaving Out Of My Room.
I Rolled My Eyes And Laid Back Down Turning The Music Back Up As Heartbreak Hotel Came On.
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A Few Weeks LaterI Heard A Knock And Proceeded To The Door. I Opened It And Nicki Appeared, She Looked So Good In Her Burgundy Crop Top And Blue Jeans. I Tried To Contain Myself And Gave Her A Hug.
"Hey Boo, How You Feeling?" She Asked As She Stepped Inside My Home. I Finally Ended Up Moving Into My Own Home Not Too Far From Nicki.
"Good Actually , I Do Miss Us...But I Think I'm Over It"
"Good" She Said Nodding Her Head As We Sat On My Couch.
"So What's Up?" I Asked
"I'm Pregnant " She Whispered
"Oh My God! I'm So Happy I'm Gonna Be A Auntie !" I Cheered As I Started Dancing "Wait I Thought You Was Taking Things Slow With Meek?" I Asked
Nicki And Meek Have Been Messing Around For Like Two Weeks Now. I Think They Make A Cute Couple , I Mean I Can't Lie And Say I'm A Little Jealous Cause I Am But I Got To Let Her Be Happy. As For Jay? I Haven't Talked To Him Or Seen Him Since That Day. I Heard That He's Messing Around With Some Instagram Hoe. I Mean I Could Care Less , I'm Focusing On Me. Something I Never Did.
She Looked Down "I Didn't Tell You Everything From That Night I Never Came Home"
"What Happened?" I Asked
"Meek And I Started Talking That Night When He Saw Me At The Beach And Decided To Get Buck Wild. We Got Drunk And Woke Up That Morning Naked. I Know It Was Wrong But I Was So Mad At You Trying To Figure Out What I Was Doing Wrong In Our Relationship And I Just Wanted Drink Until I Forgot About It. I Felt So Horrible The Next Day Because I Still Remembered What Happened That Day Between Jay And You...I'm Sorry I Didn't Want To Tell You That Day Because I Knew You Would Just Go Off" She Said Slowly Looking Up.
"Wow" I Said Beginning To Laugh "That's Why You Broke Up With Me? That's Why All Of A Sudden You Started Dating Meek?...That's Why You Got Over Me So Quickly?"
"No It's Not Like That. I Was Furious! I Knew You Would Soon Fuck Jay! I Was Just Preventing It From Happening While We Were Still Together!" She Yelled
"But Yet You Fucked Meek While We Were Still Together!" I Snapped
"It Wasn't Intentional It Was...-"
"You Don't Even Know What It Is!" I Yelled Cutting Her Off.
"Beyoncé Listen-"
"I'm Over It, It's Fine....Just Answer Me One Question " I Said Cutting Her Off For The Second Time.
"Anything"
"Are You Dating Meek For Love? Or For That Child?" I Asked
"For Love...We're Trying It Out To See , I'm So Sorry Beyoncé"
I Whipped My Cheek "It's Fine , I Shouldn't Have Yelled"
"Your Still Not Over Me?"
I Tried To Hold In My Cries But That Lump In My Throat Was Beginning To Hurt. I Broke Down Crying Shaking My Head No. Nicki Held Me In Her Arms Rubbing My Back.
"I Don't Think It Was Meant To Be" She Said Softly
"I Loved You So Much, I Fell In Love With You" I Said In Between Cries.
"Same Here , But This Was Only A Experience "
I Leaned Up Breaking The Kiss "That's What It Started Off As ...But It Lead Into A Relationship "
"That Went Downhill" She Said
"Why Does It Hurt So Much?" I Asked
"What?"
"My ...Heart" I Said Looking Into Her Eyes.
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A/NSo I'm Gonna Try And Finish This Book Today 😎
Peace & Blessings ✌🏽️💕
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