You expect me to be fine with everything you do.
You expect me to be fine with every hurtful thing you say.
You expect me not to blow up and get mad at what you said.
You expect me not to cry when you hurt my feelings.
You feel like we're fighting all the time.
You think it's my fault, that I'm the bad guy.
It's like you think I love having fights with you but I really don't.
I don't like being the one who always have to back down from my feelings, to make sure you stay.
I'm scared to lose you, I really am.
I'm even so scared that after every fight I say sorry, even when you were the one who hurt me.
