<<Johnnies POV>>
"I honestly wanted to tell Kyle why I left..do i even know why I left..? I don't know what to do with myself. I lied to someone i love. How do I love him..? I have only known him for about a week and im talking love. What is wrong with me. I think i need to tell him I can't be with him. But i like him. Or do I..? I don't even know if i have completely came out of the closet yet. maybe I still like Alex. Or maybe I don't. I hate having all these thoughts. I can't even make up my mind on simple questions. Will dating Kyle change me..? what if he isnt the person i wanted him to be, or someone i wouldnt like to be with. I can't even think straight..I keep thinking of him. His soft lips pressed against mine, his warm hands on my body. Why can't I just make up my mind.?????? Thats it. Im calling him." Just before I pulled out my phone, I saw my wrists. They seemed empty. I wasn't thinking straight. I had a pocket knife In my pants. I slowly took it out and popped it open. I slid the knife from left to right with blood gushing down. I screamed in the pain. RING RING RING. A buzz came from my phone. It said alex. I answered.
THE CALL
A- Hey Johnnie is it ok if I came over..? Maybe make a video if possible.?
J- Oh uh Hi Alex.. Sure be over in like..say 30 minutes..? My camera broke so no video tho
A-Oh ok ill be there in a minute.
J- Kk..Bai
A-bye
CALL END
"What am i going to do..? Alex is coming over and she just found out I have a boyfriend..? I dont deserve Kyle. Or anything." I thought to myself. I started the car and dropped the keys purposely. " * Sigh*... lets get this over with" I said. I drove away. I was on the highway and saw a huge truck on the wrong side of the road. It got closer and closer. **BASH**
TO BE CONTINUED>>>
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Hey guys! srry i havent updated in a long time..i havent been online and yeah...
No one cares about what i have to say so whatever...ANYWAYSSSSSSS **bleep**
Hope u like the new CHAPTERRRR..**bleep**..okay thats it..bai bai
-Kinsley <3
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RandomIts a story about Johnnie Guilbert and Kyle David Halls Texting on kik.... let's see what happens;)
