Caitlyn [J.B AU]

Justin

I'm just heart broken. Confused. Angry. Sad. Mad. Obsessed Maybe? But not crazy. I'm trying to piece the puzzle together but I can't. Why did she break up with me? I mean I have not done anything to hurt in anyway so what would trigger her to do such a thing?

I glance at her but she is still staring into the window looking into the deep lush forest. I looked back at the road, driving fast but careful at the same time. The car came to a halt when we reached a wooden cabin.

I got out and went over to her side. I opened the car door but she stayed strapped on.

"I ain't going nowhere with you. I prefer to die!" Cait yelled at me with so much hate. Definitely not the girl I fell in love with.

"You have no choice babe." 

It was a struggle but I managed to get her out of the car and into the cabin. I carried her ass into my bed room and threw her unto the bed. Caitlyn crawled into a corner and huddled herself whilst tears ran down her face. Ugh! I hate to see her cry.

"Babe. I'm sorry I got on like that but I had to if it was the only way to talk to you."

"I miss you Caitlyn."

My brunette with blonde tips looked at me with sore red eyes. Honestly. I was happy inside that she is finally acknowledging me but at the same time, it pains my heart to see our relationship go down the drain.

"Really Justin? You miss me? Ha! I don't think so. Your lips and eyes are always glued to Nat! I don't know why you are wasting your precious time over me. I mean......it has been 3......almost 4 months already."

"THAT WAS TO MAKE YOU JEALOUS! I WANTED YOU TO BEG TO HAVE ME BACK IN YOUR LIFE BUT I WAS WRONG! I JUST WANTED TO KNOW WHY I WAS DUMPED! IS THAT HARD TO ASK!!!"

I think my actions spoke louder than words. Caitlyn was again in a crying mess.

"No! No no! I'm sorry Caitlyn. My kitty cat. Please help me to understand why I got dumped." I whispered into her ear whilst rubbing her back.

She hugged me which was a shock to me but I responded by gently hugging her back. I whispered on her ear, "You can tell me babe."

Cait abruptly got up and shock her head.

"You wo-wo-would ju-just hate me more!"

"I won't Caitlyn. I promise. Just tell me."

She looked at me. Studied my reaction before sighing to herself.

"Okay...."

We both sat at my bed, me patiently waiting for her response. I have truly missed her.

"Well....the reason I broke up with you......is kinda because.......I was forced to....."

"Please tell me that Natalie did not force you because if she did-"

"Jay? Can I finish?"

I looked at her, angry boiling in my veins. My temper ceased a bit just looking at her. I breathed in and out before nodding my head for her to continue.

"I have been bullied by Natalie. Since I was a kid. Every one would just laugh at me. I would want to stand up to her.....to show her who's boss.....but I am so weak. I hate when she talks about my mom and laughs saying that I should join her too in the ground. I hate that she makes me feel small inside. I hate that she pains me physically and mentally. I hate myself for not being strong. Justin..... when you entered my life.....you gave me a sign of hope.....Like things would get better. I never wanted you to find out but I only stayed because you made me a stronger person. When I got stabbed in the back.....I let that happen because I love you. I care about you. Every time I was bullied......I thought of my hero....and that's you Justin. I gave you to Natalie because I was at my lowest point. I couldn't endure physical and mental pain anymore. And for that......I am truly sorry Justin. I did not only fail you......but I failed myself. I feel like I am a failure. I have always been. I feel like I am worth nothing in this world. I don't get why I am still living. Still breathing. Still here on this earth."

I did not know what to say. What can I say. She has been bullied by that hoe that goes by the name Natalie. I swear.....I could break her skinny body into two. All this time.....I thought Cait was fine. I thought she was okay....

I was already in tears. Tears of sadness. Crying because no one should be bullied. It makes me more weak that Caitlyn is more broken than ever.....it just pains my heart.

You know when you are hiking in the woods, you get caught in a bush of thorns then they puncture you skin and make you bleed? But the more you struggle to get out, the more you get injured. And the more blood is lost. That's how my heart feels. Broken and scared.

"Babe..... I can never hate you for that. It is not your fault. I will still love you. You are my hero!"

"BULLSHIT JUSTIN!!!! You are just saying that because I just told you that I have been bullied !" Cait screamed in frustration, walking away from the bedroom and heading to the kitchen area.

I followed her and I couldn't find her. Out of nowhere, she jumped on me and we fell to the ground. Just like when we in Paris.

"I couldn't stay made at you Jay! I love you," Caitlyn smiled at me for the first time since our break up.

"I love you too!" I smiled back at my Kitty Cat.

I brushed my thumb against her soft plump lips. Something I have been craving for months and here's my chance. I closed the gap between us and molested those lips of hers. The feeling is so overwhelming. Her body on mine, the way our lips flowed together like lyrics and music. It was just blowing my mind. She immediately responded asking for permission. I gladly gave her the green light as our tongues clashed together. Man! I have missed the taste of her lips on mine. This is too good to be true.

After that passionate kiss, we just laid there, looking into each other's eyes. It was a comfortable silence. Now......that I know what's going on....what are we going to do?

"Caitlyn.....I have the craziest idea ever!" I smiled at her with a grin.

"What that's Jay?" Cait gave me a bright smile.

"Well......I was thinking-"

A/n

I wonder what Justin was thinking for true. I hope you guys are enjoying the story. I really try to make it lengthy. I love all my readers. Bye xx