It is crazy you know. That Justin came all this way. Located me. Found me. Just because all this time.....he cares. He actually cares. And misses me. He still loves me. Even after I told him my scenario, my situation, my struggles that I can't conquer, he still wants to be with me. Caitlyn Lucy Jane McAllen. Ain't I lucky?
I have never been appreciated, never been acknowledged, never been cared about, never gotten love, never had true friends or people that looked out for me.
If I never bumped into Justin, in that hallway, in a school that I can't stand.... I would have never found a stranger, a friend, a boyfriend, a companion, a lover, an angel......who is saving me from my demons.....who is rescuing me from a horrid, slimy, distasteful, gross, and horrendous monster....... who's helping me find myself.... who's protecting me from every living being who's trying to hurt me....I think...in all honesty.....I would be a lost soul...a forgotten person in the world.
And for that....I'm thankful to have Justin in my life.
We are now....in a cabin in the woods......all alone.... just the two of us....lying down on the floor...staring into each other's pupils. We were in silence until he broke it.
"Caitlyn.....I have the craziest idea ever!" He smiled at me with a grin.
"What that's Jay?" I gave him a bright smile. Damn! He's so sexy...
"Well......I was thinking-"
"Yeah?"
"As I was saying...I was thinking that we can still be a couple....that we can still be together. Also....if that happens, we have to make some minor adjustments to our relationship."
"What 'type' of adjustments Justin?"
"For one...there is no way that anyone can find out about us....Also...I'll keep a 'fake' relationship with Natalie, just for her not to suspect anything. And I want to help you with your quest or mission. Whatever you call it!"
"You have been eavesdropping on my conversations?" I asked, kind of curious.
"Only the ones I want to." He cheekily smiled at me.
I lightly punched him in the chest. He pretended to be hurt by putting a hand to his chest and pouted at me. I, giggled at his action. He is really something.
"But do you agree to the arrangements?"
The question floated in my brain. Did I really want to go through this? Being secretive and cautious of everything we do. Our actions towards each other in public must be friendly not showing adoration and love. In private, all our emotions can be poured out to one another. Do I really want this lifestyle?
Without hesitating, I said proudly, "Yes. I agree but Calum and Jake must know we are dating."
The blonde boy's face turned red in fury, he got up and started to hit the wall for a few seconds before coming back at my side on the floor.
"So sorry about that. Sure they can know.......................but only them. NO ONE ELSE."
I shook my head in agreement. I kissed him lightly before being strangled into a hug.
I love Justin so much. He makes me feel human.
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A lot has happened after that day in the cabin with Justin.
Our relationship with each other has been growing strong ever since. Also, I, along with Justin told Jake about our relationship. It wasn't easy under the circumstances but Jake understood. As for my new 'friend' Calum...he and I have been good buds ever since.
After "Justin" put him in the hospital...the least I could do was to come and visit him whenever I could. Eventually...he and my boyfriend came to an agreement that they would get along. FINALLY! I know that Justin does not trust him and so do I but he has been nothing but helpful towards me. And that...I am grateful.
In other news...Natalie has kept his distance from me...which I am truly grateful for, thanks to my boyfriend. Even Laura....has been greeting me from time to time. You would think that life is going great, right? WRONG! I really thought I was out of the clearing until two weeks later, after the cabin incident.
I was walking on a cold and misty Saturday night, clearing my mind from the events from the school week, when I felt a presence. Honestly, I was scared and had a cold chill down my spine. My petite heart was beating out of me being scared. I slowly turned my head and I saw no one in sight. I silently sighed in relief but soon I regretted it.
I was face to face with a dark man, who was all in black. Then he started to charge at me with a knotted rope. My adrenaline totally kicked in and I ran away from this mystery man as fast as I could. It was't too long until he caught up with me. He wrapped his muscular arms around me and I started to wail and kick like a three year old. I did this for 30 seconds until I felt a needle was injected to my pale olive flesh. I soon after feel into a deep trance.
I was awakened to the same dark man who apparently abducted me. I noticed that my wrists were bonded with wire. And that I was in my panty and bra. I was lying down on a soft mattress on the floor. Surrounding that, had pictures of nude women, who looked like they belonged in a pornographic video. The lighting in the room was fairly dark except for a lighted lamp in the far corner of the room.
This dark man....was fully naked in front of me, stroking his cock at me. His eyes that I could see, scanned my body hungrily. He licked his lips like I was a five star meal and bit his lip. I would be turned on by this if I was actually single and not tied up.
"Finally, you're awake!" his husky voiced echoed the room.
"I can't wait to have fun with you! Such a delicious piece of meat!"
I shook my head in disbelief, wishing that this was a dream. I really hoped it was. But to my dismay...I was still tied up.
"I am going to fuck you whether you like it or not. The more you struggle doll face, the more sex I will give to you. Understood?"
I had no choice to agree. What else I could do?
"Now! Suck my cock so that I can get hard doll face!" he barked roughly at me.
He cut the wire from my wrists and watched my every move. I could not run nor call for help. I looked at my surroundings for an exit but found none.
His cock was a dark shade of brown, and looked like it was 6 and a half inches long. The sight of it scared me a bit. Why is it me people target for their pleasure desires?
I lunged forward to him, my face being 5 inches close to that cock. I said a little prayer and I placed my buccal cavity on the tip of his cock and kissed it lightly. Then I placed it in my mouth, bopping my head up and down. I did this blowjob for about 15 minutes until he viciously cummed my mouth. He ordered me to swallow it and I did so.
What happened next was quite disturbing. This man went behind me and licked my pussy like a dinner plate. I had no choice but to moan and groan at his gesture. I felt like I lost all hope, that this was the end for me. Not until I heard a gun shot and the man fell to the side of me, bleeding endlessly. I ran away and started to cry, dumbfounded by the sudden realization.
In the distance, I saw Justin with a shot gun, crying in the corner, wondering what to do next. I stayed the same place, not sure of myself. 30 minutes later, the cops and the ambulance came in and obviously I was questioned and brought to the hospital to be treated. After everything had gone down, Justin could not keep his eyes off me. I just wasn't sure what just happened. I really wasn't.
A/n
I know I have not been posting for a very long time, but it is really hard to come up with the ideas and to proof read it. Hope you guys like it. I love all my readers. Bye xx
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Caitlyn [J.B AU]
FanfictionCaitlyn McAllen is the victim. Her bully is Natalie Smith. Will Caitlyn's bulling days be over or will she end up dead for the continuous abuse and torture. →→→Slow Updates←←← Cover made by @ChellyLuvsAll ©ChellyLuvsAll All Rights Reserved