Shinee Imagines

Jonghyun

     You're going to your psychologist appointment. You've been suffering depression for the past few years. You've been getting better over the few weeks. You love your psychologist  because he is very cool and he knows how to make you smile. Not to mention he was really cute!! You had a crush on him for 2 whole years. You haven't said anything to him because you were scared if you got rejected. You don't know whether he likes you back or not. You're psychologist is none other than Jonghyun.

At the appointment..........

     You finally reach the appointment right on time. You see Jonghyun telling you to come in with a smile. You loved his smile and basically everything about him.

"Hi (y/n). How's everything? Anything bothering you lately?",he asked you.

"Hi Oppa. Everything's alright. I'm just fine.",you said with a smile. The truth is you are not fine. Everything's bothering you.

"C'mon you can tell me! I know when you lie. We've been seeing eachother for 8 years!",he said.

"Well......I've been very lonely lately. Like no one's by my side to help me. Everything is changing quickly! No one's there with me. Everything is dead to me! I honestly don't see the point of living!",you said. You realized that you are slowly going back to the depression stage.

"Yah don't say that!!! You have me! And also things will change. You have to keep moving forward no matter what.", he said in a very reassuring tone.

"I have you right now. But what happens when I'm done with my depression stage. You won't be there then!",you said getting a little teary.

"Everything will be fine! I promise you! Life will get better.",he said ad he held on to your hand.

"Thanks oppa. I guess we end it here."you said.

"Hey (y/n) from now on call me Jonghyun instead of oppa. I want you to call me by my real name."

"Ok Jonghyun",you said.

      Next few days you've been doing your normal everyday schedule. You tried to get over your depressing stage. You've been doing great. Until you saw something that caught your eyes. You saw Jonghyun kissing another girl. You ran back home before he could see you. You the  curled up in a ball into your room.

"Why? Why do I have to feel hurt? I'm just a patient to you! Why do I think that we're more than that.",you said as you started crying. You stopped crying and got yourself together. You weren't going to let a guy ruin your mood. You the  realized you had to see him tommorow morning. You quickly called the office to cancel your appointment.

"Yes hello I would like to cancel my appointment that's tommorow",you said.

"Name please",the woman said on the phone. You give her your name.

"Ok. Your appointment is canceled",she said.

"Thanks so much!",you said.

"Your welcome. Bye" she said.

"Bye",you said back before you hung up the phone.

The next day........

Jonghyun pov...

     I woke up really early. I got freshened up and headed to my office. I was happy today because I got to see my favorite patient (y/n). I really like her. I'm not sure if she liked me.

    I waited for her ever since 2pm. She never came. I asked my worker why she isn't coming. He said that (y/n) canceled. I then started to text her.

Suddenly someone walks in my office I get exited because I thought it was her. But instead it was Im Ug Lee. I hated her for what she did yesterday. She kissed me for no reason.

"What are you doing here?",you asked getting angry.

"Stop being sour Jonghyun!!"she said.

"Leave right now! Leave me alone. I'll give you whatever you want. Just leave me alone!!",I said helplessly.

"Hmm anything.....ok give me all the money you have inside your wallet."she said. I gave it to her because I only had 6 dollars because I'm broke. I then decided to go to her house.

Back to no one's pov........

    You were in the shower. You finally got out of shower. You check your phone. There were 10 new messages and they were all for Jonghyun. The door then suddenly rang.

"Jonghyun what are you doing here? Why did you come here? How did you find my address?",you said in a questioning tone.

"It's on your records. And I wanted to see you. Why didn't you come today?",he asked you.

"I didn't feel like coming",you said lying.

"Stop lying. Tell me the truth.",he said.

"Fine I didn't come because I don't want to see you.",you said.

"Why not?", he said.

"BECAUSE YOU KISSED THATS GIRL YESTERDAY. I DONT KNOW WHY I FEEL HURT. WHY DO I FEEL HURT? WHY DO I FEEL ANYTHING. OUR RELATIONSHIP IS BASICALLY PATENT AND.........."you said as you got cut off.

"I love you! That girl is the biggest slut in our school. She kisses everyone even girls. I really like you and you only. I guess I was too scared to say that because......"you cut him off and pecked him on the lips.

"Please stop talking.",you said. He nodded.

"Hey do you think people will say anything about our relationship because we have a huge age gap",he said.

"You're only 6 years older than I am. I'm 18. Why should we care in what they have to say. I love you and that's enough.",you said.

The rest of the day you cuddled.

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I'm really sorry if this is very boring. I almost fell asleep making this. I was very tired when I wrote this. So sorry if there's any mistakes in there. ~Admin B