What a fucking failure I am, how gullible could I actually be?
Believing in something that wasn't real, believing an illusion
How sad I could be to believe something that's not even there
Wanting something so badly, coming down to everything I never wanted
What sick twisted games that were played, yet were totally invisible to my eyes
What horrors that I didn't see, what horrors that I thought were beautiful instead
The possession it had over me was so terribly tough, I couldn't let go, I didn't want to let go
I let it take over me, take over my heart, take over my soul
It took over everything, it had control
I let it take control, I didn't have the strength to control myself
It used me, made me believe into it's bullshit
Dragged me to a dark place where I thought was the most beautiful place I could ever be
The most safe place I could ever be
How gullible could I be to let this happen to myself
Now it left me because I found out the truth, the ugliest truth
Now I'm left with nothing but guilt towards myself
Nothing but emptiness
Nothing but anger
Just back to where I used to be
Back to the hole I never got out of
Back to nothing
how gullible could I really be?
