Words in parenthesis are fading echos ~Kenzie Xx
Do you know how much it hurts,
To have two parents who disagreed,
So much,
That they got rid of me?
Can you feel my heart break,
As my mother chooses,
Another man over me.
Can you see the effect,
This life has on me?
And quite honestly,
I'm at my breaking point.
You'll never see me cry,
As my dad just keeps walking by.
Not believing what I say,
About all the lies.
Do you know how much it sucks,
To cry yourself to sleep every night.
Cause you know in your heart,
It'd be better if you just died.
This is what it feels like,
To have your world fall apart.
You're helpless to put the pieces back together.
And what stings the most,
Is that I'm just a bystander.
My friends are what keeps me here,
If not for them hell I'd be dead,
Not that it'd matter anyway.
Y'all know,
Who you are.
Maybe know you'll see why I'm the way I am.
You'll never hear me ask for help,
As I slowly lose all control of my life.
Not having a choice,
Of where I go and who I see,
How is this reality?
I've had learn to bite my tongue,
To keep his girlfriend happy,
Why can't Dad see that she's not Jenny?
This is what it feels like,
To have your world fall apart.
You're helpless to put the pieces back together.
And what stings the most,
Is that I'm just a bystander.
Is this this what,
It feels like,
To know your worlds,
Crashing down around you?
Is this what,
I think it is.
Someone's too proud to admit they're wrong,
Or someone's just too much of a coward.
Am I,
Too young to able to see,
Who's lying to me?
Am I too innocent?
This is what it feels like,
To have your world fall apart.
(Apart, apart)
And this is what it sounds like,
To have your world fall apart.
You're helpless to put the pieces back together.
And what stings the most,
Is that I'm just a bystander.
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Songs I wrote....
Poesíawell, the title describes it all! these are songs I wrote whenever I felt like it. some of them are in my stories.