Chapter 17

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"Dude that was harsh for what you said to Delaney as a best friend I feel you took it to hard and she took that to heart and shattered her." Brian said standing in front of Jimmy as he twirls his drumstick between his fingers getting ready for a show. Setting there knowing he fucked up and can't take back what he said he shrugs his shoulders looking down "Can't fix this mistake, cant take back what I said just let her go home and be herself and do whatever, I mean she hates me I made her scream and cry till she started puking and had a anxiety attack....... I just wanted..." Brian intruded looking him dead in the eyes telling him "Just wanted her to be clean..... Jimmy its just weed literally thats all it is she isn't on cocain or nothing bad anymore I mean what would be better Weed or Cocain think about it." He smiles and walks away tipping up a bottle of beer, Jimmy sets there and thinks about it he messed up big time quickly running back outside to the tour bus seeing all her belongings gone and a note.
"Jimmy, I am sorry I am a disappointment you can now forget about me I guess I'm you said..... But words can not describe how I feel its like I have no meaning in life anymore and everything is gone feeling emptying the anxiety and depression mixing I don't know how I can handle anymore, if something happens just keep in mind I Love You James Owen never forget that and I'm sorry."
He sees the marks were her tears fell on the paper running into the dressing room screaming like a maniac "WE CANNOT WE CAINT WE GOTTA CANCEL NOW AND I MEAN NOW!!!"  putting his hands over his head breathing heavy he hands the paper to Brian "Incase something happens..... Anxiety and Depression....  Guys he is right we have to." Matt skims threw quickly reading the paper "There is thousands of people outside in line we cain't!" Shouted Zacky as Jimmy yelled at him to shut up the manager walks in hearing all the ruckus then try's to understand the guys telling them if they cancelled it would loose a huge profit off of them but Jimmy didn't care as the guys ran out of the building into a car speeding there way to Delaney's house thankfully they where near her house anyways, once they get there the run to the door finding it un locked screaming for Delaney's name Jimmy see's a bottle of pills spilled all over the counter then begins to run upstairs "DELANEY, DELANEY IM SORRY WHERE ARE YOU?!" busting down the bathroom door Jimmy and Brian see's Delaney standing there with a huge butcher knife to her stomach quickly running up kicking it out of her hand Jimmy holds her tightly "Delaney I know you hate my guts and I'm literally sorry beyond sorry baby girl please forgive me." As he got on his knees with his face on me stomach crying as Brian and Matt hugged her. Walking up to her Zacky looks down at her  "You know.... Your part of life now ....... And just......Just never doubt that you don't mean anything to anyone okay?"

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