Sadness, it kill you inside
destroys all your hopes, dreams
it destroys everything that you've been trying to become
It destroys your motivation, destroys your self-esteem
If you let it take over you
I know I did, which was the biggest mistake I have ever done in my entire life
I let it take over me, I let everything take over me
This is my issue
I don't like being in control
I feel too much
I care too much
I don't like the thought of hurting someone
I hate the thought of that
But I'm such a contradicting mess
That instead
I hurt everyone
I don't know what my issue is, I don't know
That's why I try to keep everyone away from me
That's why I push everyone away
Because all I do is hurt people
All I'll ever be is a fuck up
I don't know how to end it
I try and try
But nothing I do is good enough
turning out to be just a failure
What am I doing wrong?
I need help
