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Tw!! Mentions of committing suicide and swallowing pills!!
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"I think of you at 2AM when I can't sleep and wish you were there to hold me"

My words have left me now.
My mind has been left blank.
A single tear drips down my face, makes me think of how we used to splatter paint on your wall and it would drip.
Drip.
Drip.
I just wanna forget.
I wanna forget how your lips lingered on my mouth
How your cologne smelled sweet but manly
I wanna forget how you made me feel
Like I was higher than ever
Content for once
I just wanted someone
And I thought I found it.
I guess not.
So here I am.
23 pills in my hand, maybe I should take some more.
I counted.
23 was how many roses you got me on our first date.
You thought that 12 was to plain, so you chose 23.

I swallowed the pills.
I miss you.
Please don't be sad.
Forever and always.
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"Troye?"

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