Justin Bieber imagine ( on hold and in editing )

#52 sad ( for Adriana)

Before you read this I want to let you know you are all beautiful and no matter how hard it get you will make it through it
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I slide the blade down my wrist as tears covered my face the hate just gets to me so much and Justin thinks I'm fine. he is my best friend and I love him more then that but every time something gets out about as dating he goes crazy and says why would we ever date . well it's nice to know I'm that bad. I washed the blade of off me wrist and went down stairs sitting on the couch then my phone went off. I looked at the text
Jusyboo<3- hey Adriana I'm on my way over
It read making me smile I got movies and food ready for when he gets here then I looked down at me wrist. crap I better cover that up. I ran up stairs and put on a jumper. just then the door bell went off. I ran to the front door opening it to see justin "hey buddy" he yelled making me laugh. he pulled me in to a warm hug. I went to pull away but he pulled me back in "I'm not done yet" he said making me laugh again. we walked in to my house and he still did not let go. he kicked the door shut then pulled away "you good now ?" I asked "yer" he replied "you sure?" he smiled really big "naw" he said then picked me up and started walking at the lounge room "justin put me down" I yelled. then he throw me on the couch then sat next to me. We began to watch movies until Justin went to the bath room. he took a while in there. when he came down. "hey what took........, what's wrong justin" I said realising he had tears down his face. he looked so sad, angry and hurt. "what happened" I asked again but he did not say I thing he just keep walking to me. he grabbed me wrist making me cry out in pain a little. he rolled up my sleeve and looked at all my cuts. more tears began to fall down him face as he looked up at me "justin don't cry it's not your fault you don't need to worry about......" I was cut off by him slamming him lips to mine. are lips move in perfect sync. he pushed me back so I was laying on the couch and him in between me legs not breaking the kiss. " I do have to worry because I love you so much and your all I care about" he said making me smile "I love you too" I said making him smile this time. "please don't do this again" he begged "ok for you" I said "thank you and would you please be my girlfriend" I nodded my head as he smiled then slammed him lips back on to mine as we began to make out .