Justin Bieber imagine ( on hold and in editing )

#66 fight ( for leah)

I just got out if work. my boss let me go home early because there where not to meany people in the shop at all today. before I went home I went and got a few snakes for me justin so we could have a movie night or something. his mum was coming over later to visit anyway.

I walked in the front door. it was silent not even the tv in the lounge room was on which is weird because Justin is home and there was no lights on anyway. may a he just went for a nap. I walked up stairs not really even thinking about it. when I got in the room I turn the light on and dropped the shopping bag at the sight in front of me . justin was on top of some random bimbo while they where making out on OUR bed !!. as the bag hit the ground both of their heads snapped to look at me. " b baby wh what are you doing home so early" Justin said slowly getting off of the girl and walking towards me "cut the shit Justin how long has this been going on for ?!" I yelled at him. "four months" he said with his head down in shame "TWO FUCKING MONTHS JUSTIN AND YOU HAVE NOT THOUGHT ABOUT BRINGING IT UP ONCE THAT YOU ARE CHEATING ON ME WITH THAT SLUT" I yelled at him. to be honest I was more mad at my self for not knowing sooner, for not working it out, every thing seemed so perfect but of course it was not it never is with Justin. " well for starts its not always with her it's always someone different " Justin said " OH MY GOD JUSTIN LIKE THAT MAKES THINGS ANY BETTER " I can't believe he just said that. he turned towards the girl " I think it's time you leave " he told her. she nodded her head then got up an left. " I can't believe you Justin really " I said not knowing what to think at the moment I know one thing and that is that I can not stay here. "I'm sorry I did not mean to" he said "SO YOUR TELLING ME FOR FOUR MONTHS YOU WHERE FUCKING RANDOM GIRLS BEHIND MY BACK AND DID NOT MEAN TO ?!" no matter what Justin said it just seamed to make it worse " no it's not like that" he pleaded trying not to cry. " THEN WHAT IS IT LIKE THEN JUSTIN, AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU?, IM I NOT YOUR IDEA OF HAPPY EVER AFTER THAT YOU HAVE TO LIE, SNEAK AROUND AND HIDE THINGS FROM ME FOR SO FUCKING LONG ?!" I yelled he just sat there shaking his head as he began to cry. I grabbed a bag and began to pack all my stuff but Justin would not have that "baby please I'm sorry i did not mean too please don't le leave me baby please " he begged. I turned to him and looked him on the eyes. "Just tell me this one thing did you once think of me and how I would feel, did you even feel guilty knowing you had a girlfriend and that you where doing wrong?" He just stood there and dropped his head in shame as more tears began to fall.

I grabbed my bag and walked to the door. I opened it and began to walk to the door "I'm sorry!" Justin said at the door making me turn on my heals, I could just hear the hurt in his voice making melt maybe he really was sorry " please! I'm so sorry" he pleaded. "Sorry that you dot it, or sorry that you got caught? " I asked. still no answer he just could not find the words even if his life depended on it. I turned back around in discussed and went back to the car with so much anger.

I drove down to my parents house, I'm so lucky that they are away on holiday because I really just want to be alone. they leave a key under the mat so if I'm ever in trouble or near by I can stop by. I pulled up out side and went to my old room and just sat on my bed looking at the roof. then it hit me. that hole time not one tear had left my eyes but yet Justin shed so mean. maybe I was just to mad and anger, or maybe I was just waiting for it to hit me, or maybe it already has and I just don't care. other way I know there was no reason to cry because Justin was probably just acting and if he was not and if he really did love me then he would of not done it at all.

I sat in my room for a few hours, just sitting on the bed. my eyes did not leave the wall in front of me. I have no idea how long i have been here for but I could not move it was like half my heart was gone and I could not do anything I could not even cry I was tired all I could was just sit here. all of a-sudden my phone went off making me move for the first time I got here. i looked down to my phone to see pattie was calling me. that strange. not even thinking I answered the phone.

L-Leah
P-pattie

L- h hey
P- hey just a question what happened between you and Justin

Crap !!!
L- umm I really don't feel like talking about it.

I could here crying and yelling in the background

P- are you ok though?
L- ummm I guess so
P- anyway can you please meet me at your house please I need to talk to you
L- umm ok bye

I said hanging up the phone. well I guess I'm going to go see pattie then.

When I got there I could hear pattie talking softly and a bit of crying coming from Justin. I walking in the front door to find Justin sitting on the stairs with his head in his hands crying. pattie looked up and saw me and pulled me in to a hug " he has been like this since I got here, he has not said a thing he has not even looked up once he just has sat there crying and every now and then he would screen and yell, I called out to you but when you did not answer I know something had happened between you to" she told me. I looked over at Justin and for the first time today. just the sight of him broke my heart to know I did this to him. pattie turned to me and hugged me one more time " I'm going to leave you two alone now , let me know what happens ok love?" she said. I nodded and thanked her. I slowly walked over to just and sat down next to him not knowing what to do as I cried to. "I'm sorry I left" I said. he just shook his head still looking down "I should be saying sorry, I'm the one that messed up everything!, you mean everything to me and I know I have lost you for good" he cried. I pulled him in to a hug and he hugged back holding me tight not wanting to let go. "Justin it's ok I forgive you, you have not lost me ok?, let's just keep it slowly from now on and no more secrets" I said making his pull away and look in to my eye as he smiled "i love you so much and I'm so sorry" he said "I know and I love you too "