A/N AT THE END
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Dear him,
So much done wrong to me. 2 months of abuse. Coming out to you by accident. I'm surprised you didn't tell anyone. I used to love you. You were the greatest thing that had ever happened to me. I don't understand why this happened. I broke up with you. You fell in love with her. You ganged up on me. Yet I still miss you. After everything I miss you. So much.
Don't ask me why. I don't know why. If I could stop I would. But I can't. You made me break 7 months clean. I have cut almost everyday thanks to you.
This is all your fault. You did so much damage. You broke the almost fix. You just didn't let the super glue dry.
Why would you do this to me?
But I don't blame you. I blame myself. You did this all to me. But I blame myself because I miss you. I miss you and I love you. I don't understand why.
Please help me.
I hope I die tonight. In the midist of my sleep. I take the last breath.
I'm sorry.
Please help me.
You're killing me without even noticing.
I'm sorry.
~J
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Can somebody make a book cover for me? They will be deeply loved by me and get a shout out in my next chapter ♥♥
I love you all. Dm if you need to.
Bye my bootyful loser flowers.
~J
