Why does it matter?

Running away

Ok so this is all going to be in Zane's pov. But the next chapter will be about Lucinda and what's happening in the mean time so yeah I'll leave you guys be to read and yeah bye.
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Zane's pov
I was at New Mexico with an apartment. It has been about two days sense i left town then I got a call from mom and ignored it. Then Lucinda texted me.
Z Zane
L Lucinda
L
Hey miss ya
Z
Same and I am sorry but once you came into my life I had realized that all of my memberies in high school were just either being beaten up or just being pushed a way by others so I couldn't stay and watch you go through the same thing.
L
Well I am at lest glad that your ok now
Z
Yeah me too so how has school been going
L
Ok not much has happened
Z
Ok so are people leaving you a lone now
L
Yeah no body is making fun of me and actually their trying to cheer me up from us breaking up.
Z
Oh yeah sorry about that you know I didn't mean any harm to any one
L
I know and I understand and there is no need to worry your secret will be safe with me.
Z
Thanks at least I know that I can trust somebody.
L
Yeah. And Aph and Travis are really worried about you.
Z
I know that they would be they were my only true firends other then you
L
Well that's sweet but I need to go ttyl
Z
Ok ttyl
I put my phone up and my laptop was on my desk. I saw the bed that was already in the apartment and sat down. I though about Lucinda and her beautiful smile. How she stayed by my side even when I was being really stupid. Sigh. I miss her. I started to get thirsty and I went to go grab a drink. I saw a soda and grabbed it. This was Lucinda's favorite soda to drink. A tear rolled down my eye as I drank the soda. I got a text from my big brother Garroth. I checked it and it said
G Garroth
Z Zane
G
Baby sis please come home if you a live and if your a little then please twxt back I miss you so much and so does mom and dad.
I decided to text back sense the GPS system was out of my phone and they had no idea where in Irean's name where I was.
Z
Hey big bro. I'm fine. I am doing fine on my own. I'm really happier away feom home. Idk if I want to go back because people treated me so horrible there.
G
I understand but at least stay in contact little sis.
Z
Ok I will
I put my phone up once again. I feel so bad even Garroth is worried. Oh what can I say he is always worried about me. But if it weren't for people always bulling me then I won't have done this. But... not all of the people were bulling me. Lucinda wasn't. Garroth wasn't. Aphmau wasn't. And Travis wasnt either. They were all there for me though my brightest and darkest times. Oh... no... have I made a mistake leaving home. I started to cry in a pillow. My home had people who cared about me and people who wanted me to be there with them. I am dumb I've made a horrible mistake. I'm a horrible person. I hate my self.