Why does it matter?

Depression part 1

Lucinda's pov while Zane is in New Mexico
I just finished texting Zane I missed her so much. I mean I told her I loved her and she told me that she loved me back but that she was running away. My heart was broken. My mom came in and said "hey there want something to eat." I just sat on my bnd shock my head no. She said "well dinner will be here for tou in case if you want something to eat ok." I nodded and she left. I looked though my spell books and found no potion nor spell that could teleport me to Zane to where I can also teleport back. I have no idea what I am going to do. I can't see Zane. I can't go and not get in trouble for running away. What am I going to do. I... don't even know who I am anymore. Tears developed in my eyes and I cried. Aph cam in my room and said "hey Lucinda." I just said "hey." She said "hey I know what'll cheer you up." I looked up and saw she had some blackberries. I cried  because Zane was like my little sweet blackberry. She sat next to me and rubbed my back in a circle. I just wished she had stayed. I hope that she is happy where ever she is. Even if it means I'm alone here. Aph said "hey Lucinda maybe it's... time to maybe move on." I sighed and said "I don't know maybe she'll come back soon." Aph said "maybe your right just wait about anthorn four days and we'll talk then. I nodded. She left and I got a text from Garroth.
L Lucinda
G Garroth
G
Hey are you ok I know it's been fought with Zane leaving and all
L
I'm ok just a little sad right now
G
Well I'm glad your feeling a little better even though Zane is gone
L
Yeah same here 😦
G
Well if you wanna talk then come on over my mom would love to talk with for hours
L
Ok I'll see about coming on over in about a few days
G
Ok well I gotta go see ya later
L
Ok bye
I put my phone up. I got on my computer and put on SkyDoesMincraft Do Not Laugh.
(If anyone get's the reference then make a side comment her and now saying YES SKY and then you will officially be a friend in my book. But hate him and your my enemy ok. So enjoy the rest of the book. 😊.)
Watching YouTube always cheered me up. It was really funny this time.
(You tube vid down below watch if you haven't watched it. Ok meh.)

I was laughing by the end of this video. Sigh these always cheered me up because they were so dumb when it comes to it. I then decided to go to bed do that I could think happy thoughts for the night.