"I honestly love him so much Stephanie, but I don't know if he feels the same way." You hug a pillow to your chest as you rant to your best friend about your boyfriend Ashton. "(Y/N)," she says almost laughing "of course he loves you, silly! I mean he took you on your, he made sure you always had everything you needed, he made sure you were never mobbed. He even called out people who were hating on you!"You consider these things as she continues to lost things he does that proves he loves you. She's still listing things when you hear the door downstairs open and Ashton call your name "(Y/N)!"
"Hey, Steph I got to go," you say and hang up quickly without explaining. "(Y/N)?" You hear Ashton call again confused. "Hey!" You call as you run down the stairs. You reach the bottom the the stairs and stay on the last few trying to even out the height difference between the two of you. "Hey, babe," He murmurs and leans forward grabbing your hips slowly leaning you forward too.
You pull away at the last second, right before your lips touch, and put your hands on his forearms smiling at him.
Ashton frowns and tries to pull you forward again. But you pull away again "Hey, I haven't made dinner yet! Let's make it together,"A flash of concern passes across Ashton's face but disappears just as soon as it came causing you to almost miss it. You decide to ignore it for now and skip down the last few stairs before taking his giant hand with your small one and pulling him to the kitchen. "What shall we make?" You ask him and flick your eyebrows up and down to add dramatic effect. He shrugs not seeming to notice your added dramatic flare "I don't care."
You frown slightly but quickly place a smile on your face. "Okay," you chirp "I guess we'll be having pasta with pesto sauce then."
He looks over your face as if trying to find out if your serious or not. You widen your smile knowing he hates pesto, but loves your smile. "No." He says. You frown "But I thought you didn't care?"
He shrugs and turns away from you and starts rummaging through the cabinets looking for food. You give a frustrated sigh and head to the fridge to look there. You frown at a package of deli meats and push your way past the many beer cans. It's hard to find food to make when you're vegetarian. You sigh and turn to Ashton and see he's already looking at you. "You've got a nice but," he says bluntly, reminding you of the way he had greeted you when you had first met.
You smirk and turn back to the fridge and purposely lean down far so your but sticks in the air. You hear footsteps and expect to feel Ashton behind you, but instead they get further away. You quickly straighten up and whirl around seeing Ashton has left. You frown and quickly walk into the living room finding Ashton flipping through channels trying to find something to watch.
You walk up to the couch he's lounging on and flop down beside him. "What's wrong?" You ask taking his empty hand and start playing with his fingers. He pulls his hand out of your grasp keeping his attention on the television finally deciding on a soccer match going on. "Ashton," you say firmly "What's wrong? Why are you acting so weird?"
He doesn't turn his attention away, so you grab the remote out of his other hand and turn off the television. "Why'd you do that?" He asks. "I asked you something, Ash. Please answer me," You reply. "And I asked you something." He retorts. Even though you know he can be cranky sometimes tonight his anger felt personal, so you took his tone personally. You quickly stand and up and leave the room hearing him call after you "(Y/N)! (y/n), come back!"
You run upstairs and slam the bedroom door behind you wanting nothing more than to block out his hurtful tone. You pull a pillow to your chest and feel tears building up, so you let them flow. You cry about everything. From Ashton blocking you out, to not feeling like he loved you. You sob into the pillow you're hugging until you hear a soft knock on the door.
"(Y/N)," You hear Ashton call through the door. "GO AWAY!" You scream wanting nothing to do with him at this moment in time. You return to sobbing into the pillow and jump when a pair of arms suddenly wrap around you. "ASHTON," you squirm around and he just holds you tighter. "I'm sorry, babe," He whispers into your ear " I just thought you were mad when you didn't want to kiss me when I got home."
You stop moving and his arms loosen enough for you to turn around and face him "Ashton, the only reason I did that was because I wasn't sure if you loved me." Ashton frowns then laughs "Of course I love you! I love you so much it hurts. Sometimes I'm scared you dint love me!"
You smile and soon you're both laughing and getting along again. "I love you, (y/n)." Ashton says getting serious all of a sudden. "I love you too," you say and slowly lean in.
Ahhhh this is the first imagine I've written in forever and it's terrible! Anyways it'd be awesome I'd y'all could check out my book Cuts and Stitches. Btw the picture for this chapter is one I took at the slfl show I went to! Love you guys <3
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