When the Sun Falls (Transformers Fic)

Chapter 23

Andreea:

I stared at the spark before me as my mind replayed what the twins had said, I was shocked. My heart felt like erupting from my chest, i didn't know how to react. I felt hot from head to toe and i knew my face was bright red.

"W-what do...I need to do?" I couldn't even speak properly, my head was light and I felt like i was high or something.

Sideswipe beckoned me closer to him and slowly i crawled up next to where his spark was, still sitting on his chassis. It felt like cotton balls were in my mouth and my hands were clammy.

"We don't know how this will go, because you are human after all. You're going to need to get closer to my spark and touch it, if our theory works. My spark will reach out for your soul, recognizing it from when it was attached to your soul. If we are able to bond, you'll have to do Sunny after me. You don't need to be scared of hurting us, as long as you don't jab us with something we'll be fine. If my spark burns you then we won't do this, we're not going to allow you to be hurt." Sideswipe was so serious and his voice was so low and smooth. 

Oh, my, God.

Slowly i moved even closer before leaning down and reached for his spark. I hesitated for a moment and then looked up at Sideswipe only to freeze at the emotion in his optics. I could see and practically feel the trust he had for me and it sent so much joy through me i couldn't help but smile. I looked back down and brought my hand to his spark and i felt him jerk slightly before he groaned. I squeaked in surprise and embarrassment, I've never done anything this intimate with a human, much less an entirely different race.

"Its okay, you're off to a good start." Sideswipe grinned, I was surprised he wasn't teasing me, but i was thankful he wasn't, this was very scary and new for me.

I flinched slightly in surprise when i felt a warm slide along my arm slowly. I was using my fake arm, just to be on the safe side, but despite it being a fake, it still felt and worked like the real deal, only less fragile. I looked down only to see a tendril of blue light wrapping around my hand and forearm, it only went to the middle of my arm before it couldn't reach anymore. I was in awe of the beauty, and I slowly ran my fingers over Sideswipe's spark, bringing forth a moan from the mech's vocalizer.

Sweet Jesus, someone pour holy water on me, I'm thinking of a whole lot of sin at the moment. Once you hear that sound, there's no going back, its too late.

I continued to run my fingers over his spark, and it got me rewarded with plenty of sexy sounds. I looked up at Sides only to see how vulnerable he was, and something about that sent a shiver down my spine. He was clutching onto the berth, his optics struggling to stay open to watch me, he writhed and jerked each time my fingers grazed over his spark. My heart was still racing, but I could feel the warmth of all the emotion i had building up within me. Sideswipe was showing a side of himself only Sunstreaker got to see, he was giving me so much trust it was moving. I honestly felt like crying from all of the raw emotion i felt building up.

I loved him, I loved both of them. I never truly realized how deeply i loved them, i felt like I loved them with every fiber of my being, I've never loved anyone this deeply and this unconditionally. It was terrifying. This was the kind of love that everyone searched for but never seemed to find, i never thought i'd be the one to experience this kind of love. 

What really made tears start forming was the fact that they loved me back, maybe even as much or more. I small sob erupted from me. I wanted to kick myself, I've cried enough today, why did I have to cry during a moment like this?

I stared at the spark, it was so bright and it reminded me of a blue sun. It was not a deep blue, but a white with blue highlights. The small tendrils of light reminded me of a fire, but the way they reached for me made it seem as if they had a will of their own. I have never seen something so beautiful in my life. Hell I've never felt something so beautiful either.