I am at a new school, and never underestimate anxiety. It is a little bitch. I have almost have panic attacks at school. When people are like
"Who are you?"
Boom it sparks, that flame you feel in your chest it's always there, it just ignites when I talk to someone. I have spoke a couple time in four days, because I'm so scared I'll be all alone in a panic attack, and people starting at me will only make it worse. Or I'll have a flash back...to the days...Or I hear his name...Maybe I'll lose myself when I talk. Thing throw me around...words ..names...people...maybe I can do it...maybe...
Ps updating all books tonight and a new story!
