Fangirl Problems

This is Us!

So here we begin munchkins(Hey that's not my word;) ) !

I'm a fifteen year old who's confused as hell! I assume that's all I gotta say cause I want no judging to take place! You don't know if I'm a girl or a boy, you don't know my nationality, you don't know me so with that I assure you that none of us is different.

So calm down cause for all i know if that every time something weird happens with us or we get absurd thoughts we think It's only me. I bet no one's that miserable. Believe me, that's how I think and I've come to realize that all of us think the same way!

I'll take on the matters one by one for sure. And with all this i assure that I'm not tryna preach anyone, no one! I just felt like speaking out. There are so many times when we're too busy to dig our personal diaries from the place we've hidden it in to write what overwhelms us. Well then, you think wish I had a diary on my phone it wish I had a device that'd convert my thoughts into written text. How wondrous it would've been! But no, human race is not so ahead yet and I don't think I'm gonna do anything that'd help any time soon. So chill!

Of course I wanna publish a book as soon as possible but I know that's not gonna happen if all I do is procrastinate. Plus ideas just don't stumble across my window.And at the time, that's the only thing I seem to do. Ironic much? Not really!

I also wanna get out of this place and go somewhere far far away, have a pretty lad (oh well,I gave in I guess but for all you know I might be gay!), a small beautiful sea town, earn enough and live happily. But, right then I realise oh I wanna make it big in this world. That I wanna have enough money so that I can buy myself whatever I please. Sometimes all I wanna do is make out with my love and roam around the world happily. Absolutely no burdens! But that's way into the future. And that's too imaginative! This realisation comes crashing down onto me and I'm jolted back to reality. How sad!

Now enough of me! Your turn now. And, I don't know whether we can solve every problem we have or not I know one thing that we from now on will have someone we can share everything we want to with without being judged.

Much like Charlie's letters to his anonymous friend in the Perks of being a wallflower.

Well you know what! We see things, we understand them, we're all wallflowers!

Peace over! I'll meet y'all when I come back with the next chappie real soon!

Until then,
One of you,
Someone like you!

By the way! I'm reading an awesome book called Eldest. Think y'all should try it for when people around you start sucking you learn to love those who don't know you but still become a part of you!