YouTuber,fame and lust

Dans pov

I wasn't even horny today. What the fuck? Maybe I have fallen in love with my roommate. " should we do the Phil is not on fire today ?" I asked trying to not blush. " yeah let's go to my room," he said. I held my breath. " to film. Go get your camera " Phil said walking into his room. I ran to my room and grabbed my camera from the creepy piano that has been since me and Phil moved in. " you ready Phil ?" I asked as I sat on his bed. " yep. You got the pen for the WHISKers ?" Phil liked to say whiskers like this cause of Tyler Oakley when I watched a really weird porn with a whisk in it. After filming for what seemed like 5 hours , Phil went to edit it and I went to the living room and started scrolling threw tumblr not really paying attention. I was too deeply in my thoughts. Was I really in love with my roommate? I mean we had known each other for so long. He probably doesn't like me that way. I smiled at all of the phan art people had done. Some of me kissing Phil. That was my fantasy. I went cold. My fantasy was to kiss Phil? I couldn't fight it. My fantasy was to kiss my roommate. I looked at a picture of him on Instagram. I smiled.  His eyes were the perfect shade of blue and his hair and smile is perfect. I want to tell him. I just don't know how ....