YouTuber,fame and lust

Phils pov

FLASHBACK
I held his hand, warm and soft. I secretly liked  it. We were walking through Japan filming a video. I remember how Dan laughed at all the comments of #phan. Now i think about, his laugh was extremely nervous. Maybe he did have feelings about me. That made be very bashful.

Suddenly, I realised how was the media going to react to this?
"Phil! Are you ok?" Dan asked. I didn't know I had curled up into a ball on the sofa. He must think I'm dying.
"Well Dan, we're gay aren't we," I said.
Dan nodded, confused.
"Aaand nobody knows,"
The realisation hit his face and he sighed. "Well we're going to have to tell them,"

"Dan I can't,"   

"Why not?"

"I just can't!" Suddenly, I stood up went to my room and slammed the door like some moody teenager. I stuck a chair under the doorknob so he couldn't open it. I just needed some time alone.

I heard him banging on the door after about ten minutes.

"I'm not letting you in!" I shouted.

After a while I really needed the toilet. I started hopping up and down until I couldn't take it any longer. Before Dan could say anything I ran to the toilet. After... well you know. Dan came up to me and didn't say anything. He just hugged me.

"We'll tell them, your amazingphil," He said.

I nodded into his shirt.

"Urm Dan, I'm sorry," I wispered

"It's ok," He replyed.

I then pulled him into his room and then closed the door. I kissed him until he pulled away to push me to the bed.

I could see the lust in his eyes.