After everything i went thru i always remind myself to be grateful to God because he would never put me thru something that i couldn't handle.
I know people my age would just deal with it by suiciding or abusing drugs but not me, surely i have tried alcohol but not to the point where i always want to drink it so i can "forget". My grandmother taught me that you forget when you forgive, but how can i forgive my parents specially my mother after everything that they've done?
They took my sister away from me and even though i try to see the bright side out of my situation i still miss her. She will never learn how to drive, or how high school was. She will never have her first kiss or fall in love.
Even though she was older than me, she was just so young.
I wanted to scream and yell but i am stronger than that.
I just hope that now that they've come back they don't harm anybody.
<><><><><><><><><>
A loud knock on my door woke me up from my nap.
I didn't even bother looking thru the peep whole i just opened the door slightly annoyed and soon enough i was off the ground being in the most bone crushing hug.
August.
As soon as he put me down y grabbed his face and kissed the hell out of him.
"Damn you got taller" he said messing my hair up, even tho it was already a mess.
"Naa bro, you just got shorter" i said gently punching his shoulder.
He came in, locked the door and made a straight line to my fridge.
"Why didn't you tell me you were coming over?" I asked taking a seat on my couch.
"Then it wouldn't have been a surprise baby" he said slouching down next to me.
"How long will you be here?" I was kind of preparing myself for the sadness when he would tell me that he was leaving tomorrow but he actually surprised me even more when he said he'd be here for a week.
I texted Ana and told her August was in town and she replied saying how we should go on a double date.
Yep, she and Ian have been dating for a month now and they are the cutest couple ever. Like they would have this huge fight and then one would come to the other and be like "By the way, i still like you" and then leave the room all pissed off.
"So what you wanna do young lady?" August asked playing on his phone.
"Anything that involves food is fine by me old guy".
He smiled and came really close to me, his lips just centimeters away from mine. I leaned in and waited for him to kiss me, but instead i got a loud ass burp right on my face.
I could kill him right now, but instead i spit on my hand and rubbed it on his face.
His face was priceless and full pf drool.
<><><><><><><><>
Hey guys!! I know it's been a really long time but it is really hard for me to come up with ideas to finish this book so thats why i take a lot of time to update. Please show some love and support.
~Jabneel
