Darkness In Beauty 「jarley」

Tears

"Morning, Pumpkin." I blinked a few times and stretched out my arms and yawned I looked down and saw he got me breakfast I smiled

"Awww cha so sweet, daddy." He handed me my breakfast, it was in a tray and there was scrambled eggs and bacon and some green tea, how did he know I liked green tea? Whatever it didn't matter.

"Today, Harley, I have a big job to do." He Pointed at himself when he said 'I' I looked at him in disappointment,

"Oh cmon baby, don't be sad, I'll be back soon!"

"Fine.. Have fun puddin'." I sighed.. I felt like he didn't love me much. He started walking out my room and I whispered "....I love you." He heard me and turned back around and came back to me, and raised my chin up and kissed me, and smiled and whispered "I love you too munchkin." He went out and closed the door, I heard him leave the house racing down the streets, I didn't feel like eating so I went downstairs to the kitchen and put it on the table, I took the green tea though. I sat on the couch looking at the tv screen, watching some kind of drama show, I finished my green tea and turned off the tv and went upstairs to dress up into something "sexy" I looked through the clothing, and noticed a dark dark red, really short dress, it was a tight dress, it was showing off my shoulders and my legs, I fixed up my make up and put my hair up into a high bun, I did my make up a little different this time, light red, dark red, and black at the end, blending it in, made me look fierce and did my mascara and red lip stick. I looked at myself in the mirror, damn harley... Then I needed to find something to wear on my feet, I found black pumps and slipped them on, I went downstairs. Noticing the henchman couldn't take their eyes off me, finally this guy comes up to me and told me his name is "frosty" I giggled at that name but he then told me that he's jokers favorite, and then he told me that they were friends when they were kids. But then we stopped talking. I relaxed on the couch waiting for puddin'

(2 hours later)
I woke up and heard joker home, he was upstairs, as I got closer to his office, I heard moans, and groans in pleasure. I was confused.. I opened the door and peeked in, noticing green hair (ok guys I made up this character so get used to it 😂) and she had really light pink skin, I felt tears running down my face I thought to myself 'maybe at the end, I was meant to be alone' am I not worth it? Am I useless? Who am I now? I tried to close the door slowly and quietly but the door didn't close quietly, I started running down the stairs crying, I tripped and fell down the stairs, I didn't scream, I groaned in pain, I didn't want joker to hear me, the henchman helped me, I couldn't get up, I started giggling

"I'm not hurt boys!" What is happening to me? Why am I like this? Why do I laugh through the pain and hide my pain ? I laughed a little, still on the floor in big pain, one of the henchman wanted to go and tell Joker,

"No! Don't tell him!" He didn't hear me, he opened the door and was in shock. Joker saw him and slammed the door shut, and few minutes passed I was still on the floor laughing and giggling, the henchman around me trying to help me, joker came out with clothing finally on, and I don't know where the girl went but she wasn't with him, he was confused, and walked down the stairs and saw the henchman around me, but didn't know I was laying down on the floor in pain, he moved over the henchman and saw me, he reached for my hand and I yelled

"DONT TOUCHE ME YOU MONSTER." He moved away. I got up, still in pain they all were in shock, I saw the henchman whisper something into jokers ear, his eyes widen,

"Cmon' to daddy, tell me did you fall down the stairs?" He leaned in, gazing at me

"Yes." I mumbled. I fell to the ground in pain again remembering what joker did, I looked up at joker,

"You think I'm just a doll. A doll that's pink and light. A doll you can arrange any way you like. You're wrong..." I cried, I got up again trying to run out this damn door, I felt someone grab me by my wrist. And he pulled me close to him

"Harley just listen to m-"

I whisper "I just want to be good enough. For once in my life..." I looked down tearing up.. I pulled his hand off my wrist and pushed him away. I ran out the door, it was raining. "Why did this have to happen.." I whisper to myself.