Sparks Fly (AU)

Chapter 6

*WARNING THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS THE USE OF ALCOHOL AND DRUGS, AND TRIGGER WARNING*
(Cas's P.O.V)
*A year later, in the Impala*
     "Hey Cas? Can I ask you something?" Cas tilted his head, "Yeah Dean, you can ask me anything." Dean started to slow the car down. We had been well out of the town for about two hours now, they were still holding hands. They had a few conversations that Cas had enjoyed,  he loved everything about Dean, he would sometimes ask himself of he actually loved Dean. But he always shook it off,  he had known him for three days counting now, its impossible. "Isn't it weird, less than three days ago I thought I was straight. I only dated and loved women. But then I see you, my whole world changed!" He gave Cas a sweet heartfelt smile, "You're different Cas, you made a heterosexual man question his sexuality." Cas blushed, "I'm not that different to make a man question his sexuality," he looked at Dean,  beautiful green eyes. "maybe I just was enough to shove you over the edge." Dean chuckled, "Cas,  you didn't just shove me, you literally launched me over the edge!" Dean lightly squeezed Cas's hand again. "And you only realized this after a year of dating?" He chuckled, "Do you mind if we go to a party? My friend Charlie invited me and I promised I'd go, but I don't want you to leave my side." Cas nodded, it would be good to meet some of Dean's friends, considered that they have dated over a year, without meeting any of his friends. "Ok, well let's drive a little longer then we'll go over to her house."

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     Cas and Dean got out of his car, "Be careful, a lot of cars speed over here.  And they don't give a rat's ass if you're in the street." Cas held Dean's hand,  it had made Cas more comfortable, like now that they were invincible. No one could hurt them. As they crossed the street, they heard loud pop music coming out the house. Cas didn't like it, not one bit, he had a bad feeling about this. He hated big crowds, but he should've known.  'I mean,  this is Dean we're talking about.' As soon as they walked into the door, a girl with black wavy hair winked at Cas, which made him blush. Then a girl with red hair came over to Dean, "Hey Dean! I'm so glad you came!" she looked over at Cas, "Who is this, a friend?" He coughed awkwardly as Dean painfully said, "That's-uh- that's my boyfriend, Charlie…" She squealed, "I knew it! Meg's gonna have to give twenty bucks!" she quickly walked toward the girl with the black wavy hair, she then whispered something to her, pointing at us. Then getting her twenty bucks. Dean let go of Cas's hand, who stared at him with confusion, "I'm gonna get a drink, ok?" Cas nodded, then walked away while taking everything in. So many people, so much noise. He knew everyone here was probably a senior in school, and was "responsible" to drink. But Cas worried about Dean,  what would happen if he got drunk? What would happen if Cas got drunk? What would he do? Would he get crazy or tired? Might as well try it out, he was at a party. The whole point was to get drunk and have fun, right? What was the worse that could've happened, if things got crazy, Dean would be right there.
     Cas went towards the bar, a girl with blonde hair came towards him, "Hey Cas! Didn't think you would be here, what can I get for ya?" He chuckled, were parties even supposed to have a bartender? "Why are you a bartender Jo?" Cas tilted his head, "So no one gets too drunk, and steals all the beer, vodka, and some other stuff." She smiled, "For you, I'll get you the best stuff here, but shush. I'm not supposed to give it to young people like you." She gave him of what looked like apple juice, he took the plastic cup and drank some. His face went sour, "Haha,  you like it Cas?" He swallowed it, he liked it. Well,  he thought he did. He soon kept drinking it,  got another cup,  then he left the bar. Whatever it was, it was strong. What was in this? People don't get drunk after a cup of alcohol, do they? No, Jo said she wasn't supposed to give it to him. Was there something else in here? Oh well, doesn't matter. Cas went towards a group of people. They seemed to be inhaling a white powder, might as well try it out. You're already drunk. Cas sat down next to a to a boy with crazy hair in the front and straight in the back. It looked like a mullet haircut from the 90s. He looked at the guy, who handed him some. "What am I supposed to do with this?" The guy snorted, "Inhale it through your nose idiot." Cas did what the man told him, he coughed at first. But he kept doing it, soon after,  he got a high. The world was swirling around him, he couldn't even make up what was happening. He didn't like it,  he tried to find Dean, but he couldn't. About thirty minutes later, it was ending. He never wanted to do that again. He was still drunk, but he needed to find Dean. He went over to Jo again, "Cas! What the hell happened to you?! You look horrible!" Jo quickly slipped over the counter, grabbing Cas's face, "Castiel Novak, are you high?" Cas raised his finger, then corrected Jo, "Was high…" Jo's eyes little up in terror, "We need to find Dean,  and bring you home." Jo took Cas's hand and started looking in all corners of the house. They were about to give up when they saw Dean,  making out with a girl with brown hair. Cas's voice broke, "Dean?" They immediately stopped, Dean looking over the girls shoulder, "Bela, get off of Dean right now." Jo angrily growled. The girl slowly got off and ran off. Cas started tearing up,  how could he? A year, year since we've been dating and he does this? "Cas,  look,  it's not what it looked like-" "Not what it looked like! Dean,  you were making out with her!" Cas ran off, hearing Dean desperately scream his name. Everyone was looking at them.

(Dean's P.O.V)
Dean ran after Cas,  how could he? How could he betray Cas like that? Cas ran out the door, and Dean after him. He heard a car screech, and someone hit the floor. He saw Cas,  blood running from his mouth and nose. "Cas!" Dean ran over to him, picking up his limp head, he heard Jo seen in terror, it was his fault. "Jo call 911! Dammit Cas, don't you die on me.  Don't you dare! Cas,  I-I love you, please I'm so sorry." Dean cradled Cas in his arms, as he heard the ambulance come. They tried to take Dean away from him, "I killed him.. I FUCKING KILLED HIM!" Dean screamed, "Cas, don't leave me. I'm so sorry, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have I'm sorry." Dean then collapsed, the last thing he saw that day was Cas's body being hauled into the ambulance, and they left. It's over, even if Cas survived he would never forgive Dean of what he did.
"It's all my fault."