This facade
you play
in front of me
to just give me
a "reason"
to live,
it's stupid.
After my attempt,
after they
told me to do it.
Funny,
you don't love me
so why save me
and put up a facade?
I, Lee Tae Hee, will not fall for your facade Kim Seok Jin
I was feeling sick, and I was drunk. I needed something to sooth my throbbing head.
I grabbed a bottle of what seemed like pain relievers. I swallowed more than ten, I don't remember.
I really don't.
I called Nam Joon. I don't remember what I was telling him. It was all a blur. I just knew I fell asleep in a bath tub.
Seok Jin saved me. That's what the doctors said, and what Nam Joon said too.
I looked for Nam Joon when I woke up. He looked more distress than Seok Jin was.
He told me I called him. I wasn't making sense but he heard bottles, pills, bath, water, overdose, drown. He tried to come as soon as possible. But Seok Jin was already there.
I wanted to cry and I cried. I didn't let Seok Jin hold me. I wanted to move on, I needed to move on.
He never loved me and never will.
So why was he acting all distress when everyone else came into the room?
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"Stop playing with her Seok Jin." Nam Joon said. In front of me.
"But I'm not!" Seok Jin fought back.
"But you are." I said. He looked at me like a lost puppy. I was lifeless in return.
"You were one of the main causes as to why I ended up almost committing suicide! You had a girlfriend while you were married! I demand a divorce! YOU NEVER LOVED ME AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE HER OR AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU! I need to stay away from you. For now." I explained, almost shouting.
"Let's go Nam Joon." I walked out with Nam Joon trailing behind me.
Goodbye Kim Seok Jin.
