I used to know me,
I used to be someone better than I am now,
The color of my light is faded,
And my thoughts are muddled,
It seems my inner life has disappeared.
I keep going forward,
Repeating the same actions day after day,
Ignoring the whispers and the stares,
Showing nothing when I can hear what they say.
I used to know me,
I used to be happier,
Now it seems I'm dulled down to my bones,
My body is now an empty shell,
Holding a withering soul.
I used to know me,
I used to love me,
Now I don't,
What can I do? What will help?
If I can't trust myself?
