My cheating husband

What is he going to do (part 1)

Her PoV
I can hear talking but I can't open my eyes. I heard josh voice I want to open my eyes just to see his face but I can't, I hear Natalie talking to him, and then I heard her said daddy I just wanted to cry, to think of all the time she miss with her dad, because of me thinking of myself. I always think I was a good mother but now I see that I'm just like my mum only thinking of myself, and at that moment I wish I don't wake up because I know that I have a lot of explaining to do, then I heard Brianna come in I try to open my eyes and I did, she wanted to call the doctor, but I told her not yet. I have a plan, I told her my plan and ask her to get the doctor and not to let anyone no that I'm awake, the doctor came in I told him everything and my plan at first he didn't want to do it but after Brianna talk to him and promise him a date he agreed, and leave the room then Brianna went and told everyone that I'm awake, everyone came in apart from Brianna and the kids, I saw Simon looking at me and I know what I'm about to do is going to hurt him but I can't think about him I have to put my kids first.
J- omg Lola u r awake.
L- what happen?
J- you fell and hit your head they had to operate, don't you remember?
L- all I remember is leaving the doctor after she told me I was pregnant and rushing to get home to tell you.
J- has anyone call the doctor?
S- yes Brianna went to get him.
At the moment the doctor walk in.
Doc- Lola I see you are awake, how are you feeling?
L- my head hurt, is my baby ok?
J- doctor she don't seem to remember anything.
Doc- Lola what is the last thing you remember?
L- I remember going to the doctor and finding out I'm pregnant, what's going on?
Doc- Lola I'm going to need to run some test.
L- can someone please tell me if my baby is ok?
Doc- yes your baby is ok Lola but it look like you have lost a few years of your memory,
L- what are you talking about? Where is my mum? How long have I been in here?
Doc- Lola you have been in here for two days, and you gave birth to twins 4 years ago.
L- what are you talking about? I find out today I'm pregnant, josh baby what's going on?
J- Lola it's true let him run the test and then we can talk ok?
L- ok
Everyone leave the room and the doctor sit on the chair next to my bed.
Doc- Lola you sure you want to do this?
L- yes, I have to no.
Doc- ok I'll go and get josh back in here, but how long are you going to do this for?
L- a week.
Doc- if you need me just ring the bell and a nurse will come an get me.
The doctor leave and josh come back in.
L- come and lay down next to me.
J- are you sure?
L- yes I'm not in any pain josh, the doctor gave me something for the pain.
J- ok
L- so where is my mum?
J- the doctor told me to help you to remember, he said it's not long-term.
L- so my mum where is she?
J- Lola your mum die almost 6 years ago,
L-(crying) no that can't be I talk to her today are I feel like I did but if what you are saying is that my mum die 6 year ago, but how?
J- she fell down the stairs.
L- did she die instantly?
J- no she spend sometime in hospital and at home, you were with her when she die.
L- the doctor said we have twins what's there name? And what are they like?
J- the girl name is Natalie and the boy is name after me.
L- so we have a boy and a girl?
J- yes.
L- so?
J- so what?
L- what are they like?
J- they seems like a great kids.
L- what do you mean seems?
J- it's along story I don't want to get into it right now.
L- oh ok, but where is Louise I see that everyone was here apart from her is she not in the country are something?
J- Lola I don't no I don't talk to her anymore.
L- why not?
J- I fuck up ok, let's talk about it tomorrow get some rest.
L- ok, I love you
J- I love you too get some rest, we have a lot to talk about tomorrow.