Regrets

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His PoV
My mum and dad was so happy to hear that Lola was pregnant and so was the kids, they wanted to know if we are getting back together but Lola shoot them down, by letting them know that nothing change and we will still co-parent, I wasn't too happy about that but I know I can't push it we will just have to wait and see, we are just leaving the hospital where we find out we are having another boy JJ was happy but Natalie wanted a sister, so to cheer her up we are taking them to the shop so they each can pick something.
N- dad can I get another doll?
J- ok sweetie, what about you JJ?
JJ- I don't know I'll see when when we get there.
J- what about you Lola you have been a good girl so you can pick something too? (Lol)
L- oh shut up Josh before I punch you.

With that we make our way inside the store, we were walking around when I thought I saw Louise but I kept it moving,

Lou- hey Josh, Lola, congratulation.
L- thanks
J- yeah thanks
Lou- so how far along are you?
L- I'm sorry but what the hell does that got to do with you?
Lou- I'm sorry I was just trying to make Conversation.
J- Louise this isn't a good time as you can see my family and I are out shopping , so if you will excuses us.
Lou- oh ok again I'm sorry, I work here now so if you need any help just let me know
L- thanks but we are ok, you have cause enough damage to my family.
Lou- and for that I'm sorry, I'm just happy you were able to work thing out, Josh love you and I know that what we did was unforgivable but you and your family look happy and for that I'm thankful,
L- thank you and yes we are, so you work here now?
J- I'm going to take the kids to look at some toys
L- ok honey don't be too long my feet hurt

Her PoV
Josh and the kids leave so now I'm standing here looking at the woman I once call a friend and part of the reason for my marriage fall apart

Lou- yes, just over a month now,
L- so how are you liking it?
Lou- it's better than my last job.
L- oh ok
Lou- Lola I am really sorry I know that don't make up for what I did, but I loved him for so long that when I saw how hurt he was about the way you and your mum treat him, I was just a shoulder for him to cry on and than one night we had to much to drink we both regret it straight away.
L- yes but that didn't stop you, it wasn't just that one time, if it was that I could understand.
Lou- no the second time we were drunk but after that you kept pushing him away, and part of me was just happy to have him but he love you and he tell me all the time that it was just sex and he didn't love me, but I loved him.
L- I don't want to hear this
Lou- I know you don't but you can't blame him and me for everything, you push him away even when he try to let you what happy the first time you didn't want to hear it because you were too busy packing your bag to go and stay with your mum, he must have call you a million time and you didn't answer, so he came to me.
L- don't you think I know that I push him away but you were my friend you should have come to me and tell me how unhappy he was
Lou- I told you I loved him, so I take what I could get of him, and yes I regret it.
L- too little too late
Lou- I'm just happy you could work it out I know he love you
L- yes me too, and thanks, I'm sorry to hear about you and your parents
Lou- no it's ok I'm moving on from it now. I understand why they cut me off I just miss them.
L- do you want me to talk to them?
Lou- I couldn't ask you to do that
L- you didn't I offer to
Lou- no really it's ok
L- if you change your mind look me up on Facebook
Lou- ok
J- hey are you ready to go home?
L- yes let's I need a foot massage when we get home.
J- that I can do
L- bye Louise take care of yourself
Lou- you too, bye everyone
Everyone- bye
J- I'm I back in the dog house?
L- wouldn't you like to know
J- yes that's why I'm asking
L- come on kids let go pay for your toys, daddy is paying
J- Lola stop playing
L- no Josh you are not in the dog house but we will talk when we get home.

With that we make our way to the check out with my family with a smile and my face I look back to see Louise looking at us doing the same smiling one look at her I know I have to help even if she don't want me to everyone need family.

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