"Smile" he said with a distorted smirk on his face,
"You deserve all of this" he imprinted into her soul.
"You are nothing, no one cares about you" he imprinted into the soul of a 3 year old,
Such an impressionable age and all he could do was imprint that so she was a wreck for the remainder of her life.
First the mother was shifted away thrown out of sight,
Then her sister was slowly being confined and degraded.
Her sister was the only thing she could cling to and to love knowing she wouldn't hurt her.
At the age of 3 she knew that when "daddy was angry, daddys drunk" she was going to be hurt or screamed at,
She was 3 and already knew how distorted her life was.
She was quick to learn but quick to fall back because she was so scared,
She was scared of HIM.
If she made a mistake she knew she was going to be belted and dragged to her room,
She knew the screams that would follow.
She knew the sound of her sister screaming for him to leave you alone,
She knew the sound of her bellowing with tears.
When you would cry and dad was asleep she would come up to you and say "shhhh, stop crying we DONT want to wake up daddy, he will get angry and hurt us, you are okay",
What she would say would obviously not be so clear and able to understand but in a child voice that is exactly what she would say.
She knew what a monster he was,
She knew he could hurt us.
She knew the person who was supposed to care about was not a good person.
She knew all of these horrible things,
She was hurt...she was so badly broken inside.
All this was happening while she should have been simple playing outside being a little kid,
But no she was being locked away inside being screamed at...
This is not a childhood this was simply a nightmare brought to a reality for a small little 3 year old child.
