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(I'm backkkk)

::Josh's POV::

"you like her don't you?" was the first thing that came out of JJ's mouth as I sat down in the kitchen.

I looked at Simon as he patiently waited for my answer.

"uh, I don't know maybe?" I questioned making it seem like I want sure, but I knew that I liked her.

"well if you did, which I'm guessing you do, how would you treat her," Simon said as he stood up from his chair, "because my sister is a very fragile person due to the fact that our parents treated her like shit."

"well I would care for her,give her love. I would make sure that she was happy and there would be no dull moment in her life. I'd be her shoulder to cry on, her teddy bear when she didn't feel well and needed a snuggle, and I would be her therapist if she needed to vent or rant about anything." I said confidently.

"that was beautiful" JJ said as he pretended to tear up and 'cry'.

"I know, I think you will be perfect for my sister. just one thing, break her or her heart and I'll break your neck." Simon said suddenly showing his protectiveness.

"I wouldn't dream of doing it." I said with a smile.

"good. I'm gonna go record a few videos." Simon said as he left the kitchen.

"I'm still going to wait a while to ask her you know," I said to Simon as he passed the doorway.

"I know." he replied as he headed up the stairs

I proceeded to walk up the stairs as well to find Olivia's door barley opened. curious me decided to peak inside only to find her on the brink of tears, as she was looking at her self in the mirror.

(she was wearing this^^^)

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(she was wearing this^^^)

"Olivia, are you alright?" I asked as I slowly entered her room.

she turned around quickly as she did not know that I was at her door. a single tear slide down her cheek as she looked me in the eyes. Olivia ran to me and embraced me for an unexpected hug but I hugged back, comforting her as she let a few more tears out.

"do you want to talk about it?" I asked her after we let go of our long embrace.

she nodded her head and we sat down on her bed.

"there are somethings I haven't told you about Josh," she began to cry again, "very bad things have happened to me and Simon."

she stopped talking and started to sob into my chest as I held her tightly.

"take as long as you need to." I said to her as she calmed down. she composed herself and began to speak.

"ever since me and Simon were little our parents were always strict. they would beat us if we didn't do something correctly or pit something in the right place and basically not letting us have a childhood at all. we weren't allowed to have sleep overs or go to them, we had two toys a piece and they broke apart very easily. I did have a little dolly that I took everywhere until they destroyed it on a drunken rampage." she paused as another tear escaped her eye. "I was put up to do the laundry, cleaning, and cooking most of the time and Simon had the rest of the chores. I actually still have a pretty nasty mark on me because I didn't cook something correctly and I didn't sweep the floors. five actually." she said the last part almost in a whisper but I still heard her.

"if you don't mind me asking, who did it?" I asked very curiously.

"both of them"

"c-can I see them?" I stumbled on my own words not knowing if she would approve.

she began to slowing lift up her shirt and turned around to reveal five bruises that were in the process of healing. one of them was even slightly bleeding.

"oh Olivia, I'm so sorry."

"don't be, I probably dese-"

"no you didn't deserve it. no one should go through what you and Simon did."

she pulled her shirt back down and turned back to face me. her hair was tangled from the breakdown she had moments before I walked in. her eyes were red and puffy along with her nose. her lips had teeth marks in them as if she held herself back from screaming out. but I over looked that and saw a  strong and power person in front of me.

" I also went through a slight depression as well but I suffered consequences for actions I did to myself. I never wanted it to happen it just did and my mind took over. I've overcome most of it but an episode appears every now and then and I hope to overcome it completely." she had calmed down now and cried only a few tears now .

" Liv, you are so strong and I know you will overcome it. I know it's not easy to but you will and I believe in you." I engulfed her into a hug and she tightly held me as well. it broke me to see her cry. I now know almost every little detail about her due to the fact that we hangout 24/7. I know it's crazy but I really like her.

|| A / N ||

so this was a long chapter and I hope you enjoyed but I know that I will get shit for the whole " I think I like her " and before you start chatting shit, THE LEAGAL AGE LIMIT IN THE UK IS 16 AND SHE IS 19

thank you and goodbye💖

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