Lunatic Wolf

Chapter Three: Bad Moments

'Baron gave me a ride to the hotel last night, but he then disappeared from the hotel and I have no clue where he went. I don't really care either, but it was still strange. Oh well. I think I'll take my day off today as an opportunity to go out and find something to help my withdraw symptoms.' 

I get dressed and soon grab the things that I need as I head out the door. I sigh softly as I put my hair up and I'm glad not many people are up right now. I'd rather be sleeping, but I'm craving shit and I need something or else. I walk down the steps of the hotel, but I soon swallow hard when I see Baron sitting in the lobby and I bite my lip. Shit. I didn't think he'd be awake. I think about what I should do, but Baron comes over to me and asks "what you doing?" I look up at him and say "oh I was just going out for a little bit and probably hit the beach." He crosses his arms and says "I don't believe you." I look at him, but soon I make a surprised noise when he puts me over his shoulder and I say "put me down." He says "not until I get you to my room where you're not going to leave my sight. I know exactly what you were planning to do." I say "you don't know a fucking thing." I hate this right now and soon I feel him stop. He keeps me on his shoulder as we head into his hotel room and he soon puts me on the couch. I lay there as I look up at him and he says "listen here sweetheart. I ain't doing this because of me, this is because of you. You're killing yourself." I growl as I get up off the couch, lunging at him as I try to attack him and he grabs me. I try fighting with him, but soon I feel my back against the wall with my feet not touching the ground and I look at him. I say "get off of me." I don't like this and he says "no." I struggle with him, but he keeps me against the wall and I feel a flashback starting to surface again. I close my eyes as I see a time I don't want to see and I grab onto his arms as I soon look at him with tears in my eyes. I whisper "p-please....s-stop...." 

*Baron's POV*

Shit. I didn't mean to make her cry and I gently put her down so that her feet are back on the ground. She stands there with tears falling down her cheeks and I think. Shit I don't know what to really do about this and soon I get an idea. I go over to the couch, grab a blanket as I walk back over to her and wrap it around her. She tenses, but soon relaxes and I lead her over to the couch. I sit down on the couch and she just stands there in front of me. I whisper "Des." She just seems so out of it and soon I feel surprised. She is on my lap and I can feel her head on my chest. I don't know if this is a good thing, but I slowly put an arm around her waist as I let her hold onto me and I try not to do anything to make her cry more. 

*Back to Des' POV*

I know he's only trying to help, but he could go about it a different way and I hide my face in his chest as I sniffle. I grip onto his shirt with one hand as I shiver and I can feel his arm around my waist. I whisper "you don't realize what I've gone through." I sigh as I stay close to him and he says "then tell me. I'll listen. If that will help." I listen to his heart beat and I slowly start to calm down. I whisper "I haven't had the best life. My father and my brother Ron raped me when I was growing up. That's when I got into the drugs. I started to date Owens, but that didn't last long. Then I met Seth and dated him, but he cheated on me. So I went back to the drugs and cutting. The flashbacks have been happening a lot more lately." I feel his grip tighten around my waist and he says "I understand. I'm sorry that you had to go through all of that." I relax into him and I soon feel him playing with my hair and I smile weakly. I say "Jon used to do that when I was having a flashback. Now he is barely around because of his relationship with Renee." Baron keeps playing with my hair and he says "well I'm always here if you need someone to talk to." 

He's sweet for sure and I don't care what anyone says, but he's literally a sweetheart. I say "thanks Corbin." He says "you're welcome Des." I love the way my name sounds coming out of his mouth and I close my eyes as I take it in. His accent is different from my Ohioan accent and I love it. It just seems so perfect and he seems like he's perfect. I mean he didn't have to let me into his life, but he did and here I am. He's taking care of me and I feel like it's helping. I snuggle closer to him, but I soon hear my phone go off and I look at who it is. I sigh as I look at my brother's text and I put my phone on the coffee table. I don't want to talk to him right now and I return to cuddling with Baron. I ask "can I room with you?" He says "sure. I don't mind." I say "it will be only for you to make sure I get better. Then I'll go back to rooming alone." He just nods and I relax into him. 

'Why am I lying to him? Sure there is part of me that's thinking it's only until I'm better, but the other part of me is thinking about getting with him. I don't know. I mean he's perfect it seems, but I don't want to get hurt even more.' 

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Chapter three is here. 

Enjoy everyone. 

Let me know what ya'll think. 

~Des