Dangerous Love. (BoyxBoy) Complete.

Chapter 4.

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~Jayden's Pov~

"River are you going to Jared's party?" Taryn asked. They were walking behind me but I could still hear them. I was walking to the cafeteria as it was lunch.

"What party? I haven't heard of any party" River said.

I could hear Taryn sigh " The party that everyone have been talking about the entire summer. I mean he called you and invited you last week."

"Ohhh..that party. I'm not really interested." River answered back.

" Why?" Taryn whined " Come on you always get invited and you never go. You have to come to this one. Please, please, please!" Taryn said loudly.

"Jeez woman get off my back."

"Please, please." Taryn kept bugging him.

"Fine, okay fine."

Taryn squeaked and I turned around to see her hugging River probably squeezing him to death. He laughed and patted her shoulder.

I shook my head and walked to an empty table and started eating a sandwich my mom had made for me.

" Hey. I'm Jared" I turned my head up to see a huge guy with blond hair and blue eyes staring at me. He was wearing the schools team jacket with a white t-shirt under neat and dark blue jeans. He was definitely one of the jocks.

I reached out my hand and he did the same." I'm Jayden." I said as I shook his hand.

" Nice to meet you, I was just gonna ask if you wanted to eat lunch with us." He asked smiling.

"Mmm, Sure. Why not." I followed him to a table with a bunch of his friends and some girls that clung to them. All of them introduced themselves, there was Ryan, Blake, John and Jared. They told me how they knew each other and introduces the girls that were seated at the table. There were about three girls on my side clinging themselves at me. I'm used to this kind of attention from the girls so it was nothing new.

A girl named Katie trailed her finger down my arm "I like your tattoo's, they are sexy." She said flirting.

I scooted closer. "Thanks, I like them too." I said with a smirk. She smiled and placed her hand on my thigh.

"Do you like it here Jayden?" I turned to see Rachel smiling. She is John's girlfriend and apparently they had been together for three years now. She is really pretty with light brown hair and green eyes. She is really beautiful. John has dirty blond hair and ocean blue eyes, he has a really toned and muscled body. They just seem like the ideal couple, which kinda makes me sick.

"It's fine. The school is nice" I answered back.

She nodded and smiled. She was just trying to be polite but I'm not much of a talker. Well...unless I'm drunk, then I talk and laugh of everything. The bad boy kinda disappears and the old me comes out.

Every one of Jared's friends were really nice, they weren't like the typical stuck up jocks that get anything they want. At the end of lunch they convinced me to try out for the football team. I have always been interested in football, so I agreed. I used to play all the time before my father died, but after he died I just stopped, it just wasn't the same to play without him.

A lot of things happened after he died, I used to be this happy boy and I loved my life, even tough we were poor. But when my father died I kinda lost myself, I'm never gonna be the same. I only cried when I found that he was dead, after that I just tried to push the pain and all of the feelings away. And I haven't cried since, it really hurts to think about him cause he was my role model, he was the only person I trusted and I loved him more than anything in the world. And now he is gone, he is never coming back. I clenched my teeth together and blinked away the tears forming in my eyes.I couldn't cry now, especially not in front of people. I can't show weakness.

A month after my father died I meet Aaron, he was the gang leader and he introduced me to the rest of the gang, and after a while I started to hang out with them and started to drink and take drugs. But I don't take drugs anymore, but I drink a lot when I'm upset. I just became one of them after a while and I have been a part of the gang for almost a year now.

"Jayden. You have biology now, right?" Blake one of Jared's friends asked.

I nodded "Yeah"

"Come along my dear friend, I'll follow you"

I stood up from the table and walked to the class with Blake. I hate biology, it's just so boring. When I walked in my eyes instantly went to River. I don't know what it is with this boy but I can't help but stare at him every time I see him. Guys can say that other guys are good looking right? There is nothing weird about that.....Is it? Cause I can't seem to get the thought of him being handsome out of my head every time I see him.

"Jared's having a party on Friday do you wanna come? It's gonna be great. His parents aren't gonna be home, so we'll have the whole house to ourselves." Blake said grinning.

" Yeah sure. Sounds good" I said as I found a seat beside him. Blake has dark hair, dark brown eyes and tan skin. He is tall but not as tall as me, he is probably 5 ft 11 while I'm 6 ft 2.

I realised that I had forgotten my pencil in the other class so I had nothing to write with. "Blake! Can I borrow a pencil or something?" I asked.

"Sorry man, I only have this one" He said and raised his own pen."Ask River, I think he carries a pencil shop in his bag." Blake laughed when River slapped him on the back of his head.

I chuckled turned to River who reached for his bag and fished up a pen and handed it to me." Try not to eat it like Blake does." He joked and grinned at Blake who just chuckled.

"They just taste so good." Blake joked with a grin.

"I bet anything formed like a penis will taste good to you." River said with a smirk.

"I'm not gay."

"Whatever you say gayboy."

"I kissed you once and I was drunk." Blake rolled his eyes when River smiled. But I could see that Blake really likes River, maybe not in that way but he was enjoying this conversation and that bothered me for some reason.

"You still liked it."

"I was horny, of course I like it." Blake answered."And I'm not the one who is openly gay here."

River smiled and shook his head before he looked down at his papers again. He ran a hand trough his hair and bit his lip as he wrote in his notebook.

Now that I know he is gay it just makes things more frustrating. Because if he wasn't then I know that I couldn't do anything about it, but now that I know he is gay I can't help myself from actually experimenting. Maybe I just need to get laid, that's it. I haven't gotten laid in almost a month, that's probably it.

I just have to wait for Jared's party on Friday. It's gonna be great, I'm gonna get drunk, get laid and have a blast. And maybe this stupid weird thing that I feel every time River is around will go away.

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Yeah..that was chapter 4. Hope you like it. It's pretty boring, but next chapter will be great.

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