Dangerous Love. (BoyxBoy) Complete.

Chapter 19.

5 months Later

Jayden’s pov

I slammed close the heavy metal door behind me before taking a few steps forward breathing in the smell of freedom. It was warm and sunny outside despite it only being March. I was happy to finally get out of that hell hole they call prison. I know I deserved way more time in jail because what I did was wrong it doesn’t matter for what reason I did it, it was still wrong. But I was sure that if I spent one more day in there I would have gone crazy, and not because of the jail itself or the prisoners or the food or the lack of freedom and privacy but because I missed River.

I have missed him so damn much and I just wanted to run to his house to see him. But what made me go home first and not to his place was the fact that he hadn’t visited me since the day he came to see me and we made love in the visiting room which still surprised me. I mean who actually does that?

He didn’t visit me once after that and I don’t even know why. I mean he wasn’t mad at me when he left that day and when his dad came to see me the next day he didn’t mention anything.

I was surprised when his father came to visit me and at first I thought it was River again when the guard told me that I had a visitor but when I walked inside the visiting room I saw Mr. Jones sitting on one of the chairs looking at some papers. I actually got mad at first because I had told River not to bring his father into any of this but as the days went by and Mr. Jones came almost every day before my trail to help me figure out what to do before I got sentenced.

And the only reason I got a few months in jail and not years was because Mr. Jones did everything in his power to defend me.

 Everything was Aaron’s fault, all of this happened to me because of him, that bastard. I know he didn’t like my snarky comments and attitude towards him but I didn’t know that he hated me this much.

That asshole!

I spent a lot of my time in jail doing nothing of course, there isn’t much to do anyway and every day I would be excited for the next because I always thought that River would come and see me, but I guess I was wrong. Because he never did, not once in 5 freaking months, and I’m supposed to be his boyfriend. I mean does he even care about me anymore? I was worried sick thinking that he was sick and because of that he couldn’t visit me but when I asked Mr. Jones about him he told me that River was doing just fine, but when I asked why he wasn’t visiting me anymore he just changed the subject. And I just stopped asking about him after a few weeks, because I knew that it was no use.

River didn’t want to see me anymore, and I don’t blame him. Who would want to be with someone like me anyways?  I’m a freaking criminal, he probably realized that I’m for no use and decided to dump me. But he could have at least let me know. Then at least I wouldn’t have to worry about him every single day. Not that it would have helped but anyways. I was just sick of not knowing what was going on.

What’s has happened to him? Does he not care about me anymore? Does he hate me? I hate not knowing what is happening, it was making me crazy.

A car pulled up right beside me and honked making me turn my head to look at it. Zayne waved at me and smiled brightly. He was happy to see me outside the jail and I was too I guess. I was unsure because if I don’t have River, then I might as well just go back to jail. It’s not like I have a life without him anyways.

“ Hey bro! I’m so happy to finally see you out. How you feeling?” Zayne asked as I sat down on the passenger seat.

I shrugged “ I feel good I guess.”

Zayne frowned and gave a look before turning his eyes back on the road.” You guess?”

“ I don’t know. I should be happy but I just feel like something is missing. It just doesn’t feel right.”