Control of the bad boy.

                                                                         Chapter 1

Three years is a long time. Too long. As we rode back into town I could feel butterflys in my stomach. Are they going to hate me? geez..I was so nervous. we just took off. Left the whole town behind. I left madds and Jay behind. I hope they forgive me. i should have replyed to their messages and emails but i wasn't allowed. I hope they understand , but, I'm back now, back for the summer.

   We pulled up outside the hotel. Classy as usual. Bell-boys took our bags up to our room as mum checked in.I saw the stares from all the locals. I wondered what they were thinking. why did we leave? are they staying long? it'll be all over town in a while.  I hated it. the only thing that stopped me from running was jay.

   All them years ago (3 years ago).. I was so lucky and I didn't even know it. everybody worshiped me. I was the queen bee. Madds was my sidekick and of course I needed help ruling the kingdom, cue jay. the hottest guy you would ever meet. brown wuffy hair perfectly done everyday a killer smile , big build, i couldn't wrap my arms around him.So strong ever time he hugged me i couldnt breath. Great kisser , but my favourute thing about him was that he cared. He loved me. I hated leaving. To this day i regret it.

''So Alice rang, and she wants us to go for dinner at hers tonight. What do you think Beth?''

''Em..sure I suppose''

i thought it might be better to face the music sooner rather then later.

I forgot how big this little town was! As we were driving to madds' I saw all the new malls that had opened.I saw lots of girls i didn't recognise that were about my age.

''This town really has built up since we left'' mum said reading my mind.

''yeh''

I was kinda torturing my mom for taking me away and then bringing me back. She is really self-centred. She never thought about me when she left.. I hated her.

we pulled up to a very familliar house. Of course, it was madds'.  Her house was huge even bigger than ours. The gardeners were mowing the lawns setting up new water features.

when Alice saw the car pulling up she stood waving at the door. Mum and alice were best friends before we left , like me and madds.

Alice invited us into the kitchen their was a smell of  freshly baked bread. it smelt dilicious. I saw it on the dinning table in the room next to us.

''Bethany darling, If you would like to have a slice of freshly baked bread its on the dinning table in the dining room,  while your there could you pass me out the little basket beside the bread, I have a little welcome home present.''

I walked towards the dinning room, my red souls clinking on the marble floor.

''oh and bethany,?''

It's Beth'' I told her.

''Sorry beth, but you may go out to maddison and jay if you like they are out by the pool with two of their friends.''

''Okay, em.. thanks.''

everything felt so awkward now, compared to how it was before.

I found my way to the dinning room but my jaw dropped to the shiney marble floor .Through the shading curtains on the window, I  saw them. Madds and Jay. In a full french kiss. Tounges down each others throats.jays hands where on both side of madds waist pulling her into him. he rached up tring to unhook her bikini top while she just laughed playfuly and hitting him back. my heart sank. I couldn't believe this. I could feel a lump in my throat and a hot tear stream down my face.

''Beth?'' I heard Alice call.

I grabbed the stupid basket gave it to her and for some reason my body just carried me out in to the back garden. I stood one side of the pool just watching them. They didnt even see me. But their friends did

AHHH fuck! Madds who the hell is that? said the barbie doll in the corner jumping up in shock.

Madds looked at her then to me.

''Beth?'' Jay said , VERY shocked.

We just looked at each other on what felt like forever. 

all of a sudden Jay jumped into the swimming pool and swam across the swimming pool jumped out and just stood right in front of me. I could feel the heat from his body. he was ten times hotter then I thought he would be . his muscles and six pack were bulging. He was looking at every feature on my  face like he was making sure it was me. he took at step closer to me. I could feel his warm  breath.I couldn't breathe . I also saw Madds take a step closer obviously feeling threatened. All of a sudden he picked me up in his arms  like I weighed nothing. ( well i was on a diet ), and hugged and spuezed the air out of me 

all of a sudden Madds came rushing up to me to give me a very awkward hug. I hated her at this moment. She was obviously worried. I thought we were friends 

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We had finished dinner. Jay and madds had gotten changed. For desert we decided to go to get some frozen yoghurt. like we always did when we were kids. Except this time it was an excuse to tell our parents . There was a party. A BIG party, being thrown by some guy they went to school with. 

Madds wasn't allowed to come for some reason. Her mom said she couldn't go. Alice told us to go right ahead and not to feel sorry for her. which I sure as hell didn't . Jay and I walked to the party. while we were walking we had a deep conversation about what happened when i left i explained to him that I didn't even know. and he understood. Thank god he always did.

''I was really worried when you left you know?'' Jay admitted.

I turned and faced him. I put my arms on the sides of his arms.

''I regret leaving. I wanted to stay with you. I loved you........and I still do.

It all came spilling out. I WAS AN IDIOT! 

All of a sudden we heard this loud music being played. Jay looked down at me and smiled , he said come on lets just go have fun and let loose for a while. This i too much to handle.

If I thought that was too much to handle, I going to crack at what I was about to do next.

We walked towards the house, let the story begin......