Blinded s.m

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A:n I know I said I was going to do every other day updates but I just had nothing else to do today so decided to write. Okay anyways continue 💕

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We are now landed at the JFK airport in New York and I'm currently still snuggled into a passed out Shawn waiting to get off the plane. I lightly shook Shawn's shoulder and watched his pretty eyes flutter open, his eyes still glazed over from sleep. "How are you feeling? I'm sorry I wasn't awake to be there for you when we landed." He says, his raspy voice laced with concern and guilt. "Shawn it's okay I was asleep too." I said. We exchanged laughs and got up to grabs our bags.

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We are now walking in to our hotel room and let me tell you. It's the most refreshing thing to be in such a clean, organized room. Me and Shawn just decided to get one bed because it's cheap and me and Shawn have had many sleep overs in his bed. Not in the weird way. Just like how you would with your friends.

"Camila look at this!" Shawn shouted from the bathroom. I rushed in to see him gawking at the jacuzzi. It had red and pink rose pedals sprinkled inside. "We are so using this." Shawn beamed. Ugh. Why is he so cute. I just laughed and ran to jump on the bed. Moments later Shawn ran and jumped on top of me, wrapping in arms around my waist. I had so many butterflies. He was now laying on top of me, arms wrapped around my hips while he lays his head on my stomach. I used one hand to caress his arm and the other to take a picture on snapchat. I honestly like him so much. But there is no way he can know that. Absolutely not. He will hate me and I can't loose him.

"Camila?" Shawn muffled out, not lifting his head. "Hm" I hummed. "I'm so glad I have you as a friend. I'm so happy we get to do things like this without getting the wrong idea. Y'know?" He lifts his head up to smile at me but all I can give him is a fake smile. 'Friend'. Ouch. I just hummed back hoping he will just drop this whole friendship conversation but he keeps going, making my heart shatter. "Like I can't cuddle any other girl like this because they will take it the wrong way. But I'm so comfortable with you. I love it. Your my best friend and I love you." I can't help but feel heartbroken. Although I'm glad he is at least my best friend and he feels comfortable around me.

"Me too Shawn. Love you too."  He may of taken the 'love you' as a friendship matter but I didn't. I truly love him. Or I at least have strong feelings for him. I can't imagine him with anyone else. I would be broken.

I'm suddenly ripped from my thoughts when he squeezed me tighter and then rolling over so I'm on top of him. He moves up so that I'm the one laying my head on his stomach. He starts to sing a song he wrote called Three Empty Words and let me tell you. He is an angel. I put my phone down and decide to fall asleep. It was like 1 am now.

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I am awoken by Shawn gently squirming out from our cuddle to get up out of bed. That boy still had alarms set off for school. I groaned and got up as well. I didn't realize that last night he must have taken his clothes off. He is standing over by where he was charging his phone in only his black boxers. He was faced away from me so I had time to admire those amazing back muscles. Holy god he looks so good. He turns around and I flush red as he catches me staring. He smirks. "Ooo like what you see huh?" I scoff. "As if Shawn. Put your clothes on you dork." I smirk back. I went to his bag and picked out his outfit. He actually brought my favorite outfit of his. I grabbed a regular black t-shirt with a blue over shirt, baige khakis.

This outfit is so hot. I throw him his clothes and he groaned. "Why can't I stay like this. Show off my hot abs."He says and smirks. Jesus please help me. He is making this trip so difficult. Before he can see me blush I try to turn away and go to the bathroom but I tripped on my suit case and fall over. How embarrassing. If I wasn't red before, I am now. He runs over and snakes an arm around my hip and lifts me up. "Falling for me aye?" He gives me a grin and I just roll my eyes and go to take a shower. Honestly as I get older it's harder for me to stop myself from giving away that I like him. I blush too much. He's too much.

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After my shower I feel so much better. I wrap a towel around my body and walking out to go get some clothes. To my luck, Shawn has left the room. Probably to get breakfast. I take this opportunity to in wrap the towel and put my bra on. I grab my panties and start to put them on when Shawn opens the door and walks in. He sees me and flushes red before turning away. Great. Now he's seen my ass. "Omg I'm so sorry Camila" he says amused. "I just came back to get my wallet.-" he says walking backwards to the table to get his wallet. "-Nice ass by the way." He chuckles and I throw the towel at him before he exits the room. That was so embarrassing. I'm really insecure about my body too. He's pr disgusted. I just continued to get ready for our adventure. I decided on my favorite outfit. I brought a cute flannel and some red leggings and white high tops. I may even put some sunglasses on.

I looked in the mirror and was very please so I started doing my makeup. I've practice through out the whole school year on my makeup and I think I've mastered a few looks. So I finished my make up and then started working on my hair.

After I just put my hair into two tight Dutch braids I was complete. Sat at the edge of the bed waiting for Shawn and after 5 minutes I heard a knock on the door. I opened the door and Shawn walks in with Starbucks drinks and muffins. How cute.

We quickly eat  the muffins and we are off. We started walking around and looking at stuff. "So." Shawn looks over at me and I have a gut feeling he is going to talk about me this morning and how gross that was.

I look straight at the ground as he still stares at me. "I have something I need to tell you." He says and I become more nervous that maybe he found a girlfriend or something. "Go on." I say nervously. "So for the past month I have been singing for this app called like Vine or something. Well last night, when you fell asleep, I got a email from this other kid on vine and asked if I wanted to join the tour group. Apparently girls have been requesting me to their management, asking for me to join. They do lol meet and greets and small concerts and stuff. Well I called my dad and mom and they said I can do it as long as when school starts, I'm back home." I screamed and hugged him. "OH M G SHAWN. This is so great! You can finally show people your amazing voice." He chucked. "Would you, Camila Cabello, like to tour the United States with me this summer?" "Yes of course" I was so happy that Shawn is getting a chance to show everyone his talent. ANDNND IMSO PROUD OF MY MUFFIN.

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We are finally back from a long day of sight seeing. We had lunch at this cute cafe and then for dinner we just picked up some pizza to dine in at our hotel room. I went down to the lobby to ask for more towels. When I got back to our room I opened the door. I saw Shawn like but naked facing towards our bed, about to put on swim trunks. He still hasn't seen me so I stand their admiring him until I realize what I'm doing. I slowly back out quietly shutting the door and waiting. Damn. He's hot.

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Ok so I know I stopped it in a weird place but that's only because I got tired of typing. Anyways hope you liked chapter 2. Vote if you would walk in on Shawn but naked and just stand there. I would too. Let me know what you think of the MAGCON idea. I was really debating whether or not it should happen. But I figured it would be a good way to help Camila with her anxiety. And you'll see why later. Alright byexxx 💕💕