To Meh Friend

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Take a walk
Through my life
You'll realize shīt
Its not all that
Somedays I look
At my wrists
Noticing the blood
Pumping through my pure blue vains
Thinking will it hurt
Just one touch
Of a blade
Could it be that bad

Why am I feeling this way
Maybe it'll take away pain
That I constantly feel
Maybe it'll let me realize
How imperfect I truly am
So many thoughts run through me
I feel as if its a bad choice
But then again no one cares
So why care myself
Exactly holding in tears
Will soon cause you to break down
Crumble to pieces
Say fück everything

Open a pill bottle
Overdose then take the razor and scar yourself
Hoping that you'll pass out
Away from the hell your stuck in
Except you know its wrong

So you leave the pills in the medicine cabinet
Leave the razor in the bathroom
Walk away and pray its over

(She doesn't have Wattpad anymore, but is going through a lot so I wrote this for her.)

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