Online Lover (Markiplier X Reader) (EDITING)

#21

~Slight Trigger Warning; Mention of self-harm ~

Previously;

Felix clapped his hands making me jump a little. "To hang out! Duh."

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-Mark's POV-

I smiled at Y/n and glared at Felix.

"Y/n, if you excuse us, please." I said through gritted teeth.

"Of course." She smiled faintly.

I pulled Felix away from the door to talk with him.

"Why are we here?" I asked.

"To hang out~" He smirked.

"Felixxxxxx!" I held out the 'x', pouting.

"What?"

"You know our dates tomorrow!!" I frowned at him.

"Date, huh?" He smirked more.

'Oh, shit. I never told him.'

"An even better reason to hang out!" He shashayed away, towards Y/n. I groaned and walked back also.

"So, you wanna hang out?" Felix asked Y/n.

"Yeah, yeah! Sure. Lemme change. Please come in." She opened the door more for us to come in.

She was wearing a loose, black tank top and some grey, tight sweats.

Felix and I, entered her house.

-Your POV-

I'm not that mean to say no and I had nothing else to do so I said yes.

I went to my room to change into something nice. I grabbed a big sweater and some skinny jeans.

You didn't want to show your flawed body to the world. People criticized you for that.

Your legs were eh so you grabbed skinny jeans.

You guys were just hanging out and not going anywhere special so, you wore casual clothing.

After you got the clothing on, you put on some combat boots. Then you rushed downstairs, ready to go.

"I'm ready!!!!!~" You yelled and both of the boys jumped off the couch. Your steps were pretty loud so u were confused why they got scared.

"Why the big sweater?" Mark frowned. "Its like 50° out."

"Oh, u-um." You tried to come up an excuse. "So I can... Hide from public. Ye-yeah.."

"Awe." He walked over to you. "You're prefect the way you are, gorgeous."

You blushed deeply as he said that, completely forgetting that Felix was here.

"Uh Hm.." Felix coughed and looked away.

"Let's go, huh?" Mark suggested, while smiling.

I nodded for a response, still blushing.

"Still gonna wear the sweater?" Mark asked.

"Yeah..."

"Wh- fine..." He huffed then smiled.

Felix was the first person to walk out. Mark held the door open for you. The usual happened. You blushed, said a thank you and hugged him for his kindness.

-Time Skip-

We all decided to just walk around the park. Even if fan girls or fan boys noticed Felix and Mark.

As you three walked, you felt tons of gazes in you.

"Mark...." You softly said while slouching in the back.

You guess he heard you because he stopped and walked backwards, towards you.

"What's wrong?" He slightly frowned.

"The stares." You sighed. He looked around and noticed no one staring.

"Y/n," He touch your cheek and you knew your face heated up. "No ones looking at your beautiful self."

As soon as he said that, three teenage fan girls around the age of 17, were talking to Felix. Felix pointed towards us.

"OMG Markiplier?!?" The first one screamed in disbelief.

The second one tried to calm her down. The third one on the other hand, flirted with Mark.

"Hello there~" She said, seductively.

"Umm. Hi?" Mark stood there in discomfort. You stood there as he "talked" to them. You knew one of them were bound to come over her and criticize you.

-few minutes later-

Two of the fan girls, walked away. They walked towards you.

The one that screamed earlier, just coughed and said, "You're very pretty," in a raspy voice. The other one said, "You and Mark? I ship it."

You were glad the were happy comments to you instead of mean ones. They made you feel comfortable with your body, like Mark makes you comfortable with your body whenever he talks about it.

Next thing you knew, Mark shooed away the third girl. Before she went to her friends, she scoffed at you and said, "Fat ugly slut. Mark is mine.~" And walked away. You weren't much of a fighter, you were a pacifist.

Tears welled up in your eyes and Mark seemed to notice. Felix was already at a food court, stuffing his face.

"Y/n, what's wrong, precious?" He asked you. He always came up with cute nicknames for you. You didn't answer him, all you could think is how right that girl was.

'I am ugly....'
'I am fat......'
'I am a slut....'

"I deserve to die." You accidentally muttered.

"Don't say that!" Mark caressed your cheek and pulled you into a hug.

You were emotionless right now.

"That girl was right..." You muffled into his chest.

"What did she say?" Mark asked, playing with your hair.

"Fat.... Ugly..... Slut....." You clenched onto his shirt. The more you said it, the more it made you sad. Making you want to kill yourself.

"You know you're none of things." He began to rub your back.

You knew what had to be done.

"Mark, take me home." You said, plainly. No emotion in your voice.

"O- Wait.. No."

"Take me home.." You let go of his shirt.

"Y/n, please don't do this." He pulled you into a tight hug while he rested his head on top of yours.

(If you're tall, oops.)

You began to break down right then and there. Sobbing, you hardly noticed his shirt was soaked.

"There there. You know, most girls would die to be in this position." He smiled.

"Yeah..." You faintly smiled, your tears, slowing down.

He put a hand under your chin and made you look at him. Using his thumb, he wiped away the remaining tears.

'Yes, they would die to be in your position.'

-big warning. This book is gonna end soon because I have an idea for another book. A jacksepticeye x reader. If you guys want an sequel for this book, you know what to do. ;)))))-