I still love you.

Marc

JENS POV
While I was rehearing for the show, someone told me that Marc was on his way to Vegas to see my show. My heart started beating.  I was feeling happy and at the same time really nervous. I was asked myself:
"what if I fall?"
"What if I mess up on something"
I told  everyone that my show had to be the best show they've ever done. After rehearsal. I went to go shower, I was thinking about Marc. I just couldn't stop thinking about him. I questioned myself
"do I still love him?"
Yes. I did, I honestly did love him. But then I felt horrible saying that. I was still dating Casper. Casper, he is such a sweet loving man but also he was also really jealous and that's what always annoyed me. I was so confused with my feelings. I didn't know what to do. As I get out of the shower, I get a call from Casper.
"Hi baby, how are you?" I asked.
"Hey bear, I'm good I just found out that Marc was going to be at your show" he responded.
"Yes he is! The cocos are really excited to see him!"
"Yeah I bet" he answered with a sarcastic voice.
"Anyways, I have to go get ready. Bye baby love you."
"Love you too Jen"
After I hung up, I didn't know why he was acting like that. He's probably jealous that Marc is going to be next to me. While my hair and makeup was getting done I couldn't take the big smile off my face.  I couldn't believe Marc was coming to see me. As Emme and Max approaches me with a hug I ask them,
"guess what?!"
And their beautiful angelic voices respond,
"what , mommy?"
"Daddy is going to come and visit us!"
"Yayyyy" they start to jump with happiness..
I start to laugh and smile at them. I love my babies, they are my everything. They left with my mom after I gave them a big hug and kiss. Then, I realize that Marc has a girlfriend. My heart stopped. A tear dropped. As I wipe out the tear, Mary asks me,
"Are you okay jen?"
"Yes I'm good Mary, thank you." I respond.
I need to understand that this is reality. That me and Beau are dating and we are happy and same with Marc and Shannon. But I still have feeling for my Baby Daddy.