I still love you.

Not ready.

After that whole Latin Grammy's thing happened, we had to get ready for the after party. My other outfit was this gold shimmery romper that had a long V cleavage.

"Jennifer um don't you think that shows your boobs too much?" Marc asks.

"Why do you care?" I sassed.

"Your still going to give me an attitude? Fine then." He said and left.

That was rude. I still would of not told him why I was mad, but he didn't insist and just left.

When we went to the after party I saw a lot of people dancing already but I didn't even wanted to dance until the song Ginza came up which is one of my favorite songs. Then I see J Balvin aka the singer who sings that song. We talked before but we don't know each other that well. He's really nice though.

"What are you doing here? You should go dance loosen up a little." He says.

"Ay, I'm feeling a little tired that's why but this song is one of my favorite let's go dance." I tell him.

We get up and go to the dance floor where everyone else is dancing. I can't seem to find Marc though but I don't care my brother can do whatever he wants. I dance to the rhythm of the song moving my hips until of a sudden I forgot what I was going and turned my body opposite of him and got closer at the point where I was almost moving my ass to his crotch. Then I see Marc across from me. Whoops. Then it got awkward for me and J Balvin so we said our goodbyes and went back to our seats.

MARCS POV

I went to go talk to some friends because I haven't seen them in so long and then I see Jennifer dancing with J Balvin and it wasn't even dancing it was more like she was almost going to grind on him. Yes, I got mad. I was pissed as hell.

"What was that all about?" I ask Jen in a pissed tone.

"I was just dancing Marc chill." She says.

"That wasn't even dancing Jen. Is this all because your mad. We were all fine until all of a sudden you decide to act like this."

"Well I wouldn't have acted like this if you would of not called me your sister." She says getting up and left.

So now I know why she's acting like this. I didn't mean to hurt her, I just didn't want to make that kiss a big deal because people still don't know that I'm getting divorced with Shannon and I'm pretty sure they are going to over react.

Two days later.

JENS POV

Im at home and I see pictures on social media kissing his closest friends and it's not like an actual kiss it's more like a peck but he's so stupid. He's trying to make the whole kiss thing at the Latin Grammy's non meaningful which is really hurtful. He had a concert yesterday and then I see a picture of him and his chorus singer pecking their lips which even made me more mad. Who does that? After I left the after party when we had a little argument the fact that Marc didn't even come after me he just sat down and looked away. When we were married he used to do that all the time. He didn't go after me when I was mad or sad. He would just sit there and not even bother to fix things up. Maybe we're not ready to start a relationship again. I think that we both need time to think over things. Even though I love him I don't know if this is the right decision.

After me thinking over stuff I decide to text Marc so we can talk.

Me: Marc can you come over at 6? I need to talk to you.

Marc: okay.

Okay. That's all he said smh.

He finally got here at 6:45 and he's 45 minutes late but I didn't mind because I was at my apartment and not somewhere else in public.

"Hey Marc" I said coldly as he enters my apartment.

"Hi Jennifer."

Omfg late and short ass update but finally done with finals. I wrote this in the middle of the night so sorry if something's don't make sense LOL