I still love you.

Not right

JENS POV
I was laying on top of him. We stared at each other and it was getting awkward. I didn't hesitate and kissed him. I missed his soft lips. What we were doing was wrong but it felt right. He is the only guy who makes me feel this way. Loved. I looked at him and gave him a sad smile. He cupped my face and pecked my lips.
A I shed a tear and bit my lip so I can avoid my self from crying more.

"I never stopped loving you Jennifer." He said.

"I love you Marc. I love you." I said.

MARC POV
Jennifer admitted she loves me and I felt so happy. I started kissing her neck slowly and went my way down. I can see her closing her eyes and enjoying every single moment of it.

"Uhh M-marc" she said as I was kissing her down her belly I removed her skirt and top leaving her with nothing but her panties and bra. I removed her bra and kissed her breasts as I heard her soft moans. She got up and was laying on top of me and kissed me passionately. God I missed this woman. She worked her way down and removed my pants and boxers. She was riding me while she was touching her boobs. I picked her up and started thrusting her slowly.

JENS POV
As we were doing it, all of a sudden Shannon and Beau popped in my head. I felt so bad. He's married now and we shouldn't have done this. This is a mess.

"Wait m-Marc stop. This is not right." I said I a tear fell down.

"I know Jennifer but it feels right. You don't know how much I missed you." He said and I can see him shedding a tear.

"Your married, I'm with Beau and that is not going to change. Shannon loves you and I love Beau. We have to go on our own path. We need to forget the past and move on."

"How can I move on if I still love you Jennifer?"

"I know baby, but it's going to be fine. Let's pretend like this never happened okay?"

He pecked my lips and got up and changed his clothes while I was covering my body with bed sheets, crying. I can't believe we actually did it. I feel so ashamed of myself. I knew he was married and I shouldn't not let his happened. Marc got out of the bathroom.

"Jennifer never forget I'm always here for you and I will always love you." He kissed my lips and left.

I cried and cried until I feel asleep. I woke up and remembered what happened yesterday. I called Beau and asked him where he is right now so he can come and pick me up or call someone to come get me cause I need to go rehearse. Shit! I liked AT the clock and realized it was 10:00 am and I told my dancers I was going to be there at 10:00 fuck!! I got my phone and called him right away.

"Hey bear, can you please come get me? I'm in a hurry!" I said to him.

"Jennifer I thought you were already there! I'm on my way be ready."

I got up and changed and got out and put on some glasses and put on a hoodie so no one would know who I am. And left the lobby and saw Beau. I quickly got in the car and gave him a kiss. All of a sudden I remember what I did to him yesterday. I cheated on him. Cheated on him.

"Are you okay bear?" He asked.

"Yes, yes I'm fine." And gave him a fake smile.

We finally arrived at the Axis theatre and everyone asked me why I was late I told a fake story and they believed me and we all got to work and danced our asses off. I was trying so hard to forget what happened yesterday but it's so hard. I know it's going to be such a long day.

MARC POV
I got to my room around 5 am yesterday and surprisingly Shannon didn't wake up. Thank god because if she did she would of asked me 848282882 questions on where I was and all. I still can't believe that me and Jen had sex yesterday. But I need to stop thinking about that. It was around 10:45 am and I saw Shannon laying beside me.

How I wish that was Jennifer.

"Good morning baby." She said.

"Good morning beautiful." I responded.

"Did you get something to eat yesterday? Sorry I feel asleep I was so tired."

Guilt had hit me. I felt so bad for lying to her.

"Yes baby and it's okay. Let's get ready to go to New York we have a long day waiting for us." I said.

We got up and headed to my private jet and left. The whole trip I couldn't stop thinking about Jennifer. I miss her already. I was going to New York to do performance and I was trying to think ways to make that performance special. I remember Jennifer told me that her residency was going to take a break in two days then she's going to New York to shoot Shades Of Blue. What if I invite Jennifer to sing "No Me Ames" with me. I think the crowd would love that and plus, I get to see her more often.

OK AGAIN SORRY FOR MY GRAMMAR AND ALL LMAOAAOOAOA THANK U FOR READING 💓💓