*Ambers Pov*
"Just burn the house down! I don't want to look at it anymore! Every single bad memory is in this house Logan! I haven't had one good memory here!"
These words replay over and over in my head, I said them yesterday and I regret it. But I remember one good memory as I said it.
When Logan came and saved me.. That's the only good memory I had ever had in that house.
As I look around I see a nurse at the front desk of the hospital, my uncle sitting across from me crying. James and Kendall talking seriously in the corner while taking a few glances at me. And Carlos and Logan sitting there next to me playing with their hands. Logan looks up at me worried. As he does I notice his arm. Omg.. It's bleeding. I grab his arm. "Get it stitched!" He looks at me. "Amber I'm fine.. It's just a little scratch." I look at him. "Logan that is not a little scratch!" He looks at me and smiles. "It's okay." I look at him seriously. "Please.. For me." He looks at me. "Promise you will get happier if I get it stitched?" I nod my head. He stands up and walks to a nurse. I calm down more and think about how Jason and Zach are doing. As I do tears start poring down my face. Carlos quickly moves next to me and puts his arms around me. I cry on his shoulder and he holds me tighter. "Shhh.. It's going to be okay. I promise." As he says that Alexa walks through and sees me and just hugs me. I hug her back. "Amber I'm so sorry..." I look at her. "No, you don't have anything to apologize for." She hugs me again. "Also, we couldn't save your old house." I look at her. "That's okay." Then I hear Kendall. "Can I talk to you Amber?" I look up at him. I'm still mad at him after what he did. But I don't think anything he is going to say to me is going to make me cry harder than I already was. I stand up and I'm about to walk out when someone pulls my arm so I get away from Kendall. I turn around and see logan. "Or she could stay here." He looks at Kendall seriously like he would snap Kendall's neck if he tried to touch me. Kendall looks at me. "Please?" I look at Logan. "I will be okay Logan. I promise" he looks at me and slowly releases my arm. I walk off with Kendall.
"Amber.. I talked to James and he made me realize I made a big mistake. I should have never broken up with you." I smile at him.
"That's really sweet Kendall.."
He looks at me. "But?" I do a half smile and walk up to him.
"But.. I think we are better off friends for now." He looks at me confused. "Why?" I grab his arm. "Because I know that your love me, but so does Logan. And I love both of you.. More than friends. But it's not fair if I chose one and leave the other behind." He looks at me kind of understanding. "So you love me but because you love me and Logan you don't want to chose just one of us?" I nod my head. He smiles "I'm good with that! Well.. As long as you don't date anyone else..." We both laugh and I hug him. We walk back in and I see Jason. "Jason!" He smiles. I hug him and my uncle gets up and hugs him too. I see Logan and I an tell he wants to know what happened outside with Kendall and I. Also he is waiting for Zach to come out, I can tell because he is also looking at Zach's room. As I looks at him he pats the seat next to him. I walk over and sit down next to him. He looks at me. "What.. Uhh, did you and Kendall talk about outside?" I look at him.
"I told him that I love him..." Logan face drops. "But I also told him I love you. And that's why I'm not going out with any of you. I don't want to leave one behind." Logan looks at me understanding now. "What if one of us was happy...?" I look at him. "Well.. Then I guess I will go out with the other.. Why?" Logan smiles at me. And whispers in my ear. "You will be mine.." I smile at his comment as he gets out his phone. Then I see James talking to Jason. I walk up to them. "Jason are you sure your okay?" He hugs me. "Don't worry about me! I'm worried about you! Are you okay?" I look at him. "Yeah..." He looks at me. "Don't lie to me. I can tell when you lie and it upsets me. I know you want to cry." As he says that I do start getting tears in my eyes and I look at him and James. "What if Zach doesn't make it..?" I start crying and James holds me. "It will be okay... I promise." Jason hugs me and kisses my head.
"Amber you should really go home.." I look at him. "No Jason! I want to be here when he wakes up.. Well if he ever does." James looks at me and then my uncle comes over. "Uhh.. I have to go home and take a shower.. I love you guys." He hugs Jason and I. And even James... He walks away.
*2 hours later*
It starts to get really late and everyone starts to go home. I'm the only one left so I go into Zach's room and sit next to him and eventually fall asleep.
*Logan's pov*
Before I leave I see Amber walk into her brothers room and slowly fall asleep. Now is my chance! I pick her up slowly and walk her to my car put her in and put the seat belt on her. As I get in I look at the beautiful sleeping Amber I have next to me.. Wow. I snap out I it and start the car and drive before she can even wake up to argue with me. To my surprise all the way home she slept. I pick her up out of my car and walk her into my house and put her on my bed. I lock all the doors and go to sleep next to her.
*Ambers pov*
As I wake up I notice I'm not in the hospital. Ha. WAIT WHAT?! I slowly sit up and so does Logan.
"Don't yell at me! You need to sleep properly and you need to shower and eat something besides hospital food!" I look at him. "What if Zach has woken up!? I won't be there for him and he.. He.. (Cry's really hard) Logan wraps his arms around me. "Shh.. It's okay! Zach will wake up!" I look at him. "It's not just Zach I wan to wake up Logan.." He looks at me shocked. "You want your dad to wake up? Why?" I look at him. "I want to know why he did this! He hurt my brothers and you!! I'm not going down without a fight!" Logan looks me. "Amber he could hurt you again! Don't you get that?! If he hurts you my life is over!" I cry on his shoulder as He rubs my back. "I can't believe this is happening." Logan looks at me.
"Me neither." As we sit there a little longer I get up. "I'm gonna go have a shower." Logan nods his head and throws clothes at me. I look at him. He smiles. "You left them behind when you left." I smile a fake smile. Logan looks at me. "Hey! No fake smiles! I want real smiles" I do a sort of real smile and he laughs. "Close enough!" I go into the shower and as I do the bad things come in. Everything I have ever lost or the bad things I have done.. what I have been going through. As I do I notice a razor on the floor. I pick it up and I just slice my arm with no hesitation. And again, and again, and Again. As I watch the blood go down I feel relief and end up with many scratches on my arms and blood on the shower floor. I'm lucky it's cold outside today. As I get out the shower I make my arm stop bleeding and I get dressed and chuck on my jacket I was wearing last night. I walk down stairs and Logan smiles at me. "Well you look much better!" I do a little laugh. "What you trying to say?" He smiles. "That you were beautiful before but now.. You are stunning!" I laugh. "It's a win win situation!" He passes me a plate with bacon and eggs on them. "Thanks Logan.." He looks at me confused. "What's up?" I look at him. "I.. I just can believe that after all that we have been through, you still want to help me."
He smiles. "No matter what happens I will always help you." I smile and we eat with the tv turned on. When we finish I look at Logan. "Please take me back to the hospital?" Logan looks at me. "I guess you have eaten, showered and slept well.. So yeah! Come on!" I jump up happy and got in the car.
As we are driving I can't stop thinking about Carlos. We haven't talked in so long. Well besides when he told me everything will be okay. But besides that, nothing.
It's a silent car ride to the hospital. As I'm looking out the window I can see Logan's reflection, he is taking a few glances at me. When we finally pull up to the hospital I get out and so does Logan. We walk in and the first thing is see is my dad. He is awake.
(Sorry this is short! Next chapter will probably be very long.)
