*Ambers pov*
I'm at Kendall's for the last night now... Wow. I never thought I would leave him. We have been best friends since childhood. Now we have to split. This hole week the guys and I have been hanging out. Logan seemed so confused every single time they rest of the guys looked at me all terry eyed. I would just smile at him and he would forget about it. And I found out... I love Logan so much more. I don't want to leave! I'm even leaving the record deal with Gustavo so I told him I quit. I look at the time and see its 3:00am in the morning. So really it's Friday morning. Well... I leave tonight. And I can't sleep. I look around and see James, Carlos, Kendall and Logan. Next to me on the double bed is Alexa. I'm really going to miss her too. I start to get tears in my eyes and I slowly get up and walk to the bathroom and cry. Five minuets later I feel someone's arms go around me. I look up and see Logan, he looked kinda surprised for a minuet.. And mad? But he lets what ever it was go.
"Why are you crying?"
I wish I could tell him... But I can't! It just hurts so much.
"I can't sleep and now I feel kinda sick... I can't help but cry when I'm sick."
Well I wasn't lying. I can't sleep, I do feel sick for not telling him and I do cry when I'm sick. Even if it's not that bad.
(Fact! I do that when I'm sick. I know your thinking 'why?' I'm not sure really, I just can't help it.)
Logan hugs me tight.
"Shhh."
I look at him. He is so sweet and I know he won't move away from me until I say I feel better. We sit down while I'm still in his arms. This feels so nice... To stay in his arms for one last time. He kisses the top of my head and I lean my head on his shoulder and slowly drift off.
*Logan's Pov*
I was asleep but I swear I could hear someone crying. I jump up right away when I see Amber isn't in the bed with Alexa. She is the one crying. As I walk in I see her standing In front of the mirror and she is trying to stop crying but she can't.
I wrap my arms around her. Is that cuts?! All the way down her arm!?!?! What the fuck!?! Wait.. She doesn't need this right now.
"Why are you crying?"
She looks at me.
"I can't sleep and now I feel kinda sick... I can't help but cry when I'm sick."
I just stay hugging her and she crus more but I can tell she is trying to stop.
"Shhh."
She looks at me and we sit down. There is no way I'm leaving from this spot until she says she is okay or until she falls asleep. I kiss her head and she puts her head on my shoulder and rifts off. As she does I look at her arm. I pick it up seeing if she would wake up but she is out of it. As I look at it closely some look new and some looks old. I'm guessing the old ones are from Zach's and Jason's little thing? Or was it me..? All these questions go through my head. I pick Amber up and put her back down on the bed with Alexa but I move mine over to hers just incase she woke up crying.
*the next morning.*
*Logan's Pov*
It's 9:00am and everyone is up but Amber. I don't blame her. She looked so tired last night.
Then I hear Alexa.
"It's going to be so weird.."
I look at them.
"What will be weird?"
They all look at me And James jumps in.
"It's going to be weird.. When... Carlos?"
