Fifty Shades of Fucked Up | A Chris Brown Story

Chapter 6: Really?!

**Nihzoni's dress in the m/m.**

Caine

After smoking my blunt partially I went to see if Tink was downstairs talking to Bee. She wasn't down there and apparently Bee went home. "Caine, take this out for me baby." Auntie handed me a trash bag. Taking that out I was about to start panicking until I heard music faintly in the air.

I felt like I was trippin' on a major high because I'm the only motherfucka out here. It wasn't until I was walking back I saw her on the roof. The sun was beginning to set as she stared off into the dark sherbet colored clouds. Heading inside I went upstairs to the attic and out the window to sit beside her. She didn't even flinch or turn her eyes in my direction.

"Tink." I spoke softly with a sigh; no response.

"When you lived your life not being treated as a person you expect the worst from people." Her soft while she kept on looking forward.

"I don't know what all of you heard, but —."

"Don't. No need to apologize. I understand you're feelings. We're cool."

"Nah, if I hurt your feelings or offended you I should and want to apologize. I'm truly sorry." I spoke sincerely. The sun set lower letting the moon take over to shine brightly with the stars.

She finally let eyes meet mine with a kind of neutral expression, but her eyes spoke volumes. Taking my arms I engulfed her in a hug our bodies meshing well. She pulled away to wipe her eyes with a sniffle.

"Pst." She gazed at me allowing my hand to her cheek just to caress her skin. Snuggling further into my touch she let out a breath before her glowing eyes met mine. They weren't actually glowing, but I could see the reflection of the stars dancing in her pupils. Bringing her face closer to mine I half expected her to flinch away, but she didn't.

Pressing my lips to hers she relaxed further into the kiss letting her hand come to cup my cheek. In sync we parted our lips letting our tongues twist and twirl together.

Damn, she's such a good kisser.

Because I know myself well I broke the kiss before this goes all the way left to a place she is not ready for. "Why'd you stop?" She whispered peering up at me through her long lashes.

"Because I wouldn't want you to do something in the moment then regret it later."

Nihzoni

"I understand." I whispered; I really did although I wanted to see where it was going. I never had someone kiss me like he did. It felt really good. It was rough and nasty with crusty lips.

He was soft. His lips were soft and they moved gently with mine.

"Let's go get something to eat. I know you're hungry." He crawled back inside and held his hand out for me to take. Clasping his hand in mine I let him pull me into the finished attic. Ms. Christine makes bracelets and things and uses the attic as her own personal area.

She told me she doesn't mind if I come up here, just as long as I put away anything I use back where I got it from we will not have a problem.

I can't lie I'm having some mixed emotions going on right now. I don't know what to make of me and Caine anymore. I was in the process of talking myself out of my crush on him and then he gives me the sweetest thing I ever felt.

Are we still just friends? Or are we moving towards something? I don't know nor do I have the balls to ask him.

"Are you okay with chicken alfredo?" He looked over his shoulder at me and I nodded. While he took the pot out of the refrigerator while I got us both bowls and spoons. "Do you want a piece of this?" It caught me off guard for a moment so I looked up quickly to see him holding a colander of fried chicken.