my dad was asking me questions for this survey thing and he asks the next question and its "have you felt sad,depressed,or down in the past month?" and before I get a chance to answer for myself, he blurts out "no!" I almost started crying because it hurts that he hasn't noticed how sad I really am. I've even cut myself almost everyday and my parents don't even notice how my sleeves got longer. it really hurts that my fucking parents don't notice. if I could spend all day, everyday with Abby, Alexys, MB, and Lynsie, then I would be so happy because no matter what they do they make me so fucking happy. I actually smile around them and I laugh so much and I love life. but then I have to go home and everything just falls apart. and I don't smile or laugh it's all fake.
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