By the time she got home she had sweat sparkling one her forehead. She lifted he sweater a tossed it on the couch, she continued to drink her half consumed monster. She reached for her phone with her left hand, catching a glimpse at her battle wounds. White puffy scars lined every inch of her wrist/forearm. She walked upstairs to her dresser and pulled out her long sleeved shirt, it was light and wouldn't make her to hot.
She looked around her room, it was a mess. She should really clean it one of these days, when she has the motivation. She laid down on her bed and stared up at the ceiling. When your depressed you do this a lot, sometimes she yells at her ceiling. Hoping her cries for help and happiness will be heard but they never are.
This ceiling has witnessed it all, every tear, every dream or nightmare. Every late night on her phone. This ceiling watched her slip further and futher until she easy so deep it was to hard to swim. He watched her slit her wrists for the first time with a thumb tack, he remembered the pure glee on her face. The happiness through the tears and screams. He watched her destroy he sharpeners and smash her shaving razors against the floor. He watched her blood drip and she cried and cried salty tears. He watched as she tried to take her life away, she failed. He watched her now, looking on her phone trying to occupy herself so she didn't cut.
She scrolled through YouTube, the usual things she watched. Music, some gamers but not many and some stuff on self help but something caught her eye.
Skydoesminecraft?
"Who is he?" She thought to herself. She clicked on the video of his titled do not laugh. She recognized his face in his face cam. "This is Adam" she realized. She continued watching and for the first time in what seemed like forever she laughed.
'Maybe I shouldn't have been so rude to him, maybe I should've atleast talked to him'
She found his instagram and direct messaged him.
"Hi it's Jess, the women from the convinience store. Sorry about being so rude I just wanted to let you know that I just found one of your videos and it really made me laugh'
She knew he wouldn't reply, he had over 12 million subs as she know knew and was probably getting thousands of messages each day. Then the unspeakable happened.
"Hey Jess!...."
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Chase//Skymau//mature content
Fanfiction(This story takes place in a alternate universe where Jess is not a YouTube! ) Jess is in a deep depression when she meets Adam. He's gone through it and has gotten over it. Now she needs his help. She was chasing happiness but some how it kept ru...
