We Have No Friends

The Friend Who Was Like a Sister

It's been a year ago today.
Somethings have faded away.
Other things seem to stay.
I will never forget your smile, however; I'm deeply moved that it more less meant denial.
We acted like sisters.
Trusted each other as best friends should.
We told each other everything.
Yet everything was no good.
Something I put all my trust into vanished.
Our beloved friendship tarnished.
Over one joke that meant nothing.
Sometimes I miss you.
Then I think about how much I hate you.
You shoved a knife in my back.
I gave you a smile.
I tried giving you hope.
I was there when no one else was.
I worried about you each day.
I guess in someway.
Somehow.
It all ended up my fault.
My sister.
My ex-best friend.
The one who I trusted.
The one who I loved like no other friend.
I still can't believe our road came to an end.