Be followed don't Follow

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Today I'm going to listen to my own advice that I've given, but In the wrong context. You see on social media I do not Follow for Follow. If you follow me I expect you to actually like my page... That's why I don't have many followers..... But now I need to put that in the context of real life. My biggest fear is being alone. While others love being alone, I hate it. So.... I just have to wait until I find another clingy motherfucker that I can talk to almost 24/7... In this case, age does matter though cause I really just want someone my age, not a pedophile online..... But I will wait.... Today I will wait... If someone messages me then I will be happy..... Today is going to be a lonely day.... Oops, but this is a step for my recovery..... Because I'm worth every ounce of respect that everyone else gets and that's something I haven't noticed until now. To be honest I don't want to be treated like a beast anymore... Like a non-human. I am as much as a human as they are and they need to realize that the false hate that they feel towards me only reflects the hate the project from their true being. But to truely love yourself is to notice what you hate about yourself, then find out why, then make whatever you hate be something you love about yourself. Im Petty... I now notice that that is what some of my friends notice that, and they just love me for me.... Im quite horrible to people but my friends stick around for some odd reason so why should I hate myself for that. 

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